Task 14: A Circle of Needles
Previous Task | Next Task Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are photos and a video available as part of this blog post. “Create a circle or a heart around your belly button. Spend some time researching different designs on FetLife Continue Reading →
Distracted in Class
Previous Post | Next Post Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There is a picture available with this post. Studying at university has one big advantage, which is that you don’t have to get up early (not if you’re a creative writing Continue Reading →
Adapting Desires
Everyone has certain ideas and tends to stick to certain values. Sometimes we are so attached to these that we aren’t open to receiving input from elsewhere. I for one am convinced there is no god and am not receptive to the idea that I should practise religion. Is this a bad thing? No, not necessarily but the consequence is that I’ve closed to the Continue Reading →
Tie me up Tuesday #4: What to wear to a Party?
Safety first: Before tying anything, please read over the safety tips rope bondage site The Dutchy has provided. Always have a pair of scissors at hand in case you or your partner have to get out of the rope as quickly as possible! Ok, so, bondage. New Prompt! Seems like everyone enjoyed the hip harness. Wearing it made me feel secure and I think we all Continue Reading →
Chatting while put in pain
Previous Post | Next Post You’ve already read a post about how I got to deserving to call Lois my Mistress but I realised that I forgot a bit about that. In that post, I’ve shown you the reasons why this was important, what I had to do to deserve it and why it was a good thing for both of us. Part of that Continue Reading →
Task 13: Write ‘slave’ with Alphabetti Spaghetti
Previous task | Next task Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures and a video available with this blog post. “I am sure you are familiar with Alphabetty Spaghetti. I want you to spell out slave with the Alphabetti Spaghetti Continue Reading →
Doing my first task on Cam
Previous Post | Next Post Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures available with this post. As I wrote in this post, Lois had made me the offer that I could ask her to use the hot sauce while on Continue Reading →
The Two Sides of Shame in Kink and BDSM
“Shame attends only where we are interested.” I came across this quote in Failing Desire by Karmen MacKendrick, a book I recently started reading because Roxy recommended it and my interest in kink and shame. The book “draws on theology and queer theory to argue for the power of humiliating pleasures in a culture oriented very strongly to denying any enjoyment that is not about Continue Reading →
Task 12: Wax Hearts
Previous task | Next task “Prepare a cut out of a simple shape out of card, you will use this as a stencil if you like for candle wax, which you will pour around the shape so as when you lift it there will be your shape there.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this Continue Reading →
Task 11: A Small Predicament
Previous task | Next task “Create a harness, include hair bondage as a predicament to a butt plug if you can. Alternatively, tie your hair to your foot if you can’t attach it well to your butt plug. Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on Continue Reading →
Tie me up Tuesday Week 3: Hip Harness
Safety first: Before tying anything, please read over the safety tips rope bondage site The Dutchy has provided. Always have a pair of scissors at hand in case you or your partner have to get out of the rope as quickly as possible! Ok, so, bondage. Last week Have a look at last week’s link-up for all the great chest harnesses people created! I was wondering Continue Reading →
Tasked to wear Long Skirts
Previous Post | Next Post Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures available with this post. After fulfilling Tasks Given by People on Fetlife, Lois gave me a new task. “Next week, you will wear the long black skirt and the Continue Reading →
The Shinju with some Add-ons
Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures and a video available with this post. Following Tie me up Tuesday week’s 2 prompt (do join in and enjoy the fun!) I decided to try a shinju harness. Seeing the other entries Continue Reading →
Tie me up Tuesday week 2: Chest Harness
Safety first: Before tying anything, please read over the safety tips rope bondage site The Dutchy has provided. Always have a pair of scissors at hand in case you or your partner have to get out of the rope as quickly as possible! Ok, so, bondage. Last week Thank you so much for joining in with the fun last week. I’m glad so many of you Continue Reading →
Task 10: Dripping Wet
Previous task | Next task “This task involves some rope, your wand and pegs. You will tie your feet together, be on your knees, put pegs on your labia and sit on your wand.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There is Continue Reading →
Practising Balance
Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures and a video available of this. Since I recently did the normal leg tie, I thought I’d try out a slightly different one to practise some balance, I guess, ha. It’s fairly difficult Continue Reading →
Kinky Fantasies to Help me Fall Asleep
For as long as I can remember I’ve been bad at sleeping. My parents quickly concluded it must be because my dad is a poor sleeper and that I inherited it from him, thanks dad, haha. So at first, when we still had these big massive radios I listened to Lord of the Rings and Harry Potter audiobooks. When I was around nine or ten Continue Reading →
Task 9: A Clothespins Zipper
Previous task | Next task “Have you ever put rope under pegs and torn off the pegs? Make a line of pegs with string or rope underneath across your breasts, including the nipples and pull them off.” Full video and more pictures on Onlyfans here and here. I think Roxy likes pegs. I haven’t used pegs in so long and now suddenly, I am Continue Reading →
“Fuck you” | For a fleeting moment, at peace at last
Previous Post | Next Post Content warning: bad mother-daughter relationship 21 March 2019 21:06 Mum sent me a message and I replied and she replied and then I just said, Fuck you. I don’t know if that’s a good thing but I just can’t. 22:09 I don’t think I’ve ever… said anything like this to her before. 22:10 I feel so helpless. 22:24 Lois: “I Continue Reading →
Task 8: Tie Your Own Legs
Previous task | Next task “With rope, give both your legs self leg ties, apply some tiger balm and use your wand till you come. Don’t forget to have music playing that you find ‘sexy’ or ‘arousing’.” I don’t like being cold so I kept my hoodie on while figuring out the rope part. I don’t have two separate pieces of rope and the 10m Continue Reading →
Tie me up Tuesday week 1: Leg Tie
Safety first: Before tying anything, please read over the safety tips rope bondage site The Dutchy has provided. Always have a pair of scissors at hand in case you or your partner have to get out of the rope as quickly as possible! Ok, so, bondage. The Prompt Many of us are total newbies when it comes to rope so I thought it’d be nice to Continue Reading →
Task 7: Rope Harness
Previous task | Next task “I would like you to do some self-bondage. Pick a style of rope harness, learn it and photograph it.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures available with this post. Oh god, rope, I’m so Continue Reading →
Yearning for Rules
We all think of our exes sometimes. Some have left a bigger impact than others but I believe the end of D/s and M/s dynamics generally leave a bigger, longer-lasting mark, even if they weren’t romantic. Sometimes I wonder how Lisa is doing and I think about what Lois might say to me. Now with all this time at home and nowhere to go I’m Continue Reading →
Task 5: Pleasant Burning
Previous task | Next task “Put on your favourite underwear, doesn’t matter whether it’s ugly or pretty, dig out your tiger balm and apply a small amount to your clit. Take a picture, get creative.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There Continue Reading →
Old Ghosts Return
Content warning: dissociation, depression, suicidal thoughts. Before Covid-19 I walk into my Counsellor’s office and as we sit down we’re both smiling. There is a small, awkward silence; we never seem to know how to start these sessions so he asks me how I’m feeling. The answer to this question has mostly been the same for the past year. I don’t know; I’m not feeling Continue Reading →
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