Holding the Strings

Content warning: Depression, dissociation, self-harm, suicide topics.  I have a lot of discipline as a slave and a person. Rules are important for me in an M/s relationship because they set out the parameter. However, I don’t have to be disciplined much because I am very disciplined. I think it’s because I’ve had to be for different reasons and they are each building on one another. I’m going to have to derail a bit from BDSM to explain how I Continue Reading →

Sunbathing

Dad: How’re you doing? Me: It’s great, there’s the sea, I had ice cream, it’s so peaceful here, I could sunbathe naked in my garden so to speak. Dad: So have you tried it yet? Me: Nope, def not! Check out other spring entries for the Fun Theme Photo Meme. Check out my other spring picture for this meme here.

S in BDSM does not stand for Sex

When I think of BDSM, my mind never really jumps to sex. If you look at the meaning of the letters you’ll notice none of them stands for sex, while there’s certainly an S in the word. But when people hear BDSM they intrinsically think of the bedroom, some handcuffs and otherwise probably some typical vanilla sex. I guess you can’t blame them; porn tends to show some whips and chains followed by penetrative sex, which fills 75% of the Continue Reading →

Tie me up Tuesday #6: Silence Those Subs

Safety first: Before tying anything, please read over the safety tips rope bondage site The Dutchy has provided. Always have a pair of scissors at hand in case you or your partner have to get out of the rope as quickly as possible! Ok, so, bondage. New Prompt! The other week, I was given the task to take some pictures wearing a bit gag made out of rope. I had planned to make this a prompt for a while and I Continue Reading →

Overexposed

Read about how this picture came about here. Side note, no, I did not do this for exhibitionist tendencies! In fact, the 10-second timer on my camera felt so long and as soon as the camera had clicked I ducked! Reposted this picture here separate from the post because of Sinful Sunday. Thank you for the sweet comments on the other post 💛 My favourites Sinful Sunday Pictures from last week Abyss by A sub to Bee They’ve taken needles Continue Reading →

Task 16: Play with Light

Previous Task | Next Task “I would like you to take some pictures of yourself with creative lighting which involve you being in various submissive poses.” Out of ideas Shit. Playing with creative lighting? The image that immediately came to mind was the PurplesGem’s pictures in purple and blue light. Did they say they use some cheap LED light to play with colour? Do I have such a lamp? Nope. So what is creative lighting? Candles in the dark perhaps, Continue Reading →

Purple Mermaid Tail

The loops The Mermaid Tie is such a pretty tie. I’m in awe of how the tails of others look like but I struggled to accomplish the same myself. The tie itself is very simple in that you repeat the same step over and over. The tie is more ‘complicated’ for the fact you need to get the loops right and when you start with the first and need to add in the second, it seems like you’d need an Continue Reading →

Fun Gift and a Burning Vagina

For a long while, I didn’t care much about having orgasms. They were sort of nice, but not so nice that I wanted to have them all the time. In fact, it kind of took a lot of effort to get there. Using vibrators helped, but even then, I didn’t feel like the effort was worth those few seconds of pleasure. I had been wondering if I needed to try a wand perhaps, as everyone seemed to be raving about Continue Reading →

Spooned

Spooned I recently opened my own Clips4Sale account and have been trying out some self spanking, which is fun! I’ve now tried barehand spanking, paddle spanking and yesterday, I used a wooden spoon and this picture is the result. I can tell you I could feel it when I sat down, lol. You can buy the wooden spoon spanking clip here. Afterwards, I thought I’d have a go at pussy slapping too, haha. You can buy the combined clip of Continue Reading →

Task 15: Let your Nipples feel the Breeze

Previous Task | Next Task “Find a secluded spot in nature, take your top off and spread out your arms, showing your back to the camera. Let your nipples feel the breeze.” Nudity in nature… It’s kind of something I’m a little scared of because what if someone sees you? Why did she give me this task… oh wait, it’s probably because I mentioned nude photography *facepalm. Did I do this to myself? Maybe? But it doesn’t matter now because Continue Reading →

I am a Question to the World

“I am a question to the world, Not an answer to be heard, Or a moment that’s held in your arms.”   You smile like Mona Lisa, is what my boss at the time (now close friend) said after the first few weeks that I had worked with her. She wondered what was going on in my head but I couldn’t say. She had opened a small window which cast a single ray of light but I was too far Continue Reading →

Tie me up Tuesday #5: Mermaid Tail

Safety first: Before tying anything, please read over the safety tips rope bondage site The Dutchy has provided. Always have a pair of scissors at hand in case you or your partner have to get out of the rope as quickly as possible! Ok, so, bondage. New Prompt! Woop Woop, we rocked our party outfits and first attempts at these harnesses ~ For this week I thought we could transform our legs into mermaid tails, though the actual tail will be Continue Reading →

Rope Ready

A little late to my own party, but rope ready now, I hope it was worth the wait, ha 😉 Though I should have probably worn some sort of bra, but I wasn’t sure what was going to match. Trying to find an outfit to combine with a rope harness that would work for a party was quite difficult. Once I finished my harness, I realised that it might have been a good idea to wear a dress underneath but Continue Reading →

A Happy Accident 

A Happy Accident Roxy gave me the task to find a secluded spot in nature, take off my top and spread my arms so as to let my nipples feel the breeze. I’ll write about that in a separate post, but while I was there, I thought I might as well sneak in some extra pictures. I hadn’t brought my actual camera though, as it requires me to work with a timer, so instead, I used my phone, which I Continue Reading →

Always Ready to Serve

I never really thought of what a service sub is because I think all submissives (and dominants) are doing things in service of each other. A submissive kneeling in front of their dominant is a very clear sign of service; wearing a collar too is in service of. On the other hand, a dominant taking care of their submissive is in service of them. For me in the past, specifically, Lois would make me feel useful, which is something I Continue Reading →

Task 14: A Circle of Needles

Previous Task | Next Task “Create a circle or a heart around your belly button. Spend some time researching different designs on FetLife and then put it to the test. Once your needle art is complete use your wand and make a nice squirt puddle.” Recently, Roxy asked me to buy some ‘proper needles’ to get used to them for something she hopes to do with me in person, ha! Previously, I had only used sewing needles and to be Continue Reading →

Peeking Through

This month’s Sinful Sunday prompt was to take a picture without editing it at all. I don’t tend to edit my pictures much unless I’ve messed up the lighting or need to cut out some ugly walls but I have a strong preference for the natural kind of look if that’s what you want to call it. It does mean I have to take the pictures when there’s a lot of natural light. Ironically, since the start of lockdown, it Continue Reading →

Entertaining and Thought Provoking #SoSS

Perhaps you’ve been eagerly reading all the sex blogger posts out there during lockdown but I would like to share some I enjoyed in case you haven’t. I feel slightly uncomfortable doing a SoSS because I know I haven’t read every post and am likely missing some great ones out there -in fact, I can’t find back some of the ones I had hoped to feature here- However, that’s no reason to share the following which has been listed in Continue Reading →

Distracted in Class

Previous Post | Next Post Studying at university has one big advantage, which is that you don’t have to get up early (not if you’re a creative writing postgrad student at least) and so the only time I left the house around 8 was if I took up a shift as an ambassador. On one of those days, I sent Lois the usual ‘this is what I’m wearing today’ picture and five minutes later she said good morning and asked Continue Reading →

Pin Up Girl!

All month I’d been thinking about how I can live up to the theme pin-up. Everyone else’s pictures looked so good and were a source of inspiration and yet, I couldn’t quite wrap my head around pin-up. So now finally on the last day of this month here it is. Xx Marie Louise

Adapting Desires

Everyone has certain ideas and tends to stick to certain values. Sometimes we are so attached to these that we aren’t open to receiving input from elsewhere. I for one am convinced there is no god and am not receptive to the idea that I should practise religion. Is this a bad thing? No, not necessarily but the consequence is that I’ve closed to the door to possible enlightenment which religion can bring other people. While I have certain ideas Continue Reading →

Tie me up Tuesday #4: What to wear to a Party?

Safety first: Before tying anything, please read over the safety tips rope bondage site The Dutchy has provided. Always have a pair of scissors at hand in case you or your partner have to get out of the rope as quickly as possible! Ok, so, bondage. New Prompt! Seems like everyone enjoyed the hip harness. Wearing it made me feel secure and I think we all looked amazing wearing it. Wouldn’t it be fun to wear that to a party someday? Continue Reading →

Lifted

My favourite pictures from last week Masked by Deviant Succubus This picture and its title are very on theme but what really captured my attention were her complete outfit and looks. Everything matches so well from the boots, to the fishnets, the black cardigan, bra, THAT collar. I love her make up and how the mask (what do you mean stylish?!) and her hair bring in colours to the look. Parts by Love and Lust This is such a beautiful Continue Reading →

Chatting while put in pain

Previous Post | Next Post You’ve already read a post about how I got to deserving to call Lois my Mistress but I realised that I forgot a bit about that. In that post, I’ve shown you the reasons why this was important, what I had to do to deserve it and why it was a good thing for both of us. Part of that was writing an essay to convince Lois I deserved it but after I wrote it Continue Reading →