“Fuck you” | For a fleeting moment, at peace at last

Previous Post | Next Post Content warning: bad mother-daughter relationship 21 March 2019 21:06 Mum sent me a message and I replied and she replied and then I just said, Fuck you. I don’t know if that’s a good thing but I just can’t.  22:09 I don’t think I’ve ever… said anything like this to her before. 22:10 I feel so helpless. 22:24 Lois: “I Continue Reading →

Up Close

Well, it’s been a fun (and slightly stressful) month! I’m so glad I joined February Photofest and I hope you enjoyed the ride as much as I did. I loved seeing everyone else’s pictures though I still have some to catch up with! I’ve attempted to follow SinfulSunday’s fill the frame prompt and have only half succeeded, lol. Last week the entries were incredible and Continue Reading →

Punishment: Drinking out of a toilet (#2)

Previous Post | Next Post Read the first instalment Punishment: The day I drank out of a toilet Lois: “You were up early” (She meant this morning around 5 when I’d been on my phone to have a break from dreams for a little while) Me: “Morning Miss” Lois: “Did you have bad dreams this morning?” Me: “No one tried to choke me this time Continue Reading →

Body Writing to Recognise my Slave Identity

Previous Post | Next Post In the previous post, I mentioned that I wasn’t doing too great and my dissociation and depressive thoughts were far stronger than the feeling of serving as a slave, or the feeling of an orgasm; the depressive thoughts were starting to become my truth. Miss Lois and I had last been in touch at 6 PM and at 11.30 PM Continue Reading →

A Gift and a Little Photoshoot

I take all of my pictures myself. I either use my phone and a remote control or my Canon camera with a 10-second timer. You can imagine that this makes it quite difficult to do a proper photoshoot. When using the Canon, I don’t know if the light is good, nor the focus once I’m in front of the camera and it’s quite tricky (and a bit stressful haha) when the 10-second timer starts beeping and I have to rush into position! Continue Reading →