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Previous Task | Next Task “I would like you to take some pictures of yourself with creative lighting which involve you being in various submissive poses.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures available with this blog post. Out of Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “Find a secluded spot in nature, take your top off and spread out your arms, showing your back to the camera. Let your nipples feel the breeze.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures available Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are photos and a video available as part of this blog post. “Create a circle or a heart around your belly button. Spend some time researching different designs on FetLife Continue Reading →
Previous Post | Next Post Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There is a picture available with this post. Studying at university has one big advantage, which is that you don’t have to get up early (not if you’re a creative writing Continue Reading →
Previous Post | Next Post You’ve already read a post about how I got to deserving to call Lois my Mistress but I realised that I forgot a bit about that. In that post, I’ve shown you the reasons why this was important, what I had to do to deserve it and why it was a good thing for both of us. Part of that Continue Reading →
Previous task | Next task Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures and a video available with this blog post. “I am sure you are familiar with Alphabetty Spaghetti. I want you to spell out slave with the Alphabetti Spaghetti Continue Reading →
Previous Post | Next Post Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures available with this post. As I wrote in this post, Lois had made me the offer that I could ask her to use the hot sauce while on Continue Reading →
Previous task | Next task “Prepare a cut out of a simple shape out of card, you will use this as a stencil if you like for candle wax, which you will pour around the shape so as when you lift it there will be your shape there.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this Continue Reading →
Previous task | Next task “Create a harness, include hair bondage as a predicament to a butt plug if you can. Alternatively, tie your hair to your foot if you can’t attach it well to your butt plug. Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on Continue Reading →
Previous task | Next task “This task involves some rope, your wand and pegs. You will tie your feet together, be on your knees, put pegs on your labia and sit on your wand.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There is Continue Reading →
Previous task | Next task “Have you ever put rope under pegs and torn off the pegs? Make a line of pegs with string or rope underneath across your breasts, including the nipples and pull them off.” Full video and more pictures on Onlyfans here and here. I think Roxy likes pegs. I haven’t used pegs in so long and now suddenly, I am Continue Reading →
Previous Post | Next Post Content warning: bad mother-daughter relationship 21 March 2019 21:06 Mum sent me a message and I replied and she replied and then I just said, Fuck you. I don’t know if that’s a good thing but I just can’t. 22:09 I don’t think I’ve ever… said anything like this to her before. 22:10 I feel so helpless. 22:24 Lois: “I Continue Reading →
Previous task | Next task “With rope, give both your legs self leg ties, apply some tiger balm and use your wand till you come. Don’t forget to have music playing that you find ‘sexy’ or ‘arousing’.” I don’t like being cold so I kept my hoodie on while figuring out the rope part. I don’t have two separate pieces of rope and the 10m Continue Reading →
Previous task | Next task “I would like you to do some self-bondage. Pick a style of rope harness, learn it and photograph it.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures available with this post. Oh god, rope, I’m so Continue Reading →
Previous task | Next task “Use some needles; 4 of them to be precise in a place of your choosing.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures available with this post. When I get a task, I don’t want to Continue Reading →
Previous task | Next task “In the evening, dim the lights and put on: Mantra 1 by Popul Vuh. Light a candle, strip down, masturbate and then pour the candle down your front.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures Continue Reading →
Next task The lovely Miss Roxy who I met at The Unicorn Board has been giving me some tasks which I’ve been uploading on Twitter, but I thought I’d keep up with my blog as well. I’m catching up but once we’re at task 8, I’ll upload them on the day they were done. “Use clothespins and snake them down your body, continue the trail Continue Reading →
Previous task | Next task Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are 29 pictures available with this post. Miss Roxy has been giving me some fun tasks which you can follow on Twitter and one of them was finding something beautiful Continue Reading →
Previous Post | Next Post Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures available with this post. Lois had been interested in having me do tasks given by other people for a while. I suppose this is evident in how she’d Continue Reading →
Previous task | Next task Last Saturday, Miss Roxy set me the task to wear my butt plug for an hour. I had gone to another play event though and wasn’t home until late where I fell asleep within an hour and so didn’t fulfil the task. I wasn’t entirely sure if I should still do it regardless but now, quite late, I thought I Continue Reading →
Previous Post | Next Post Read the first instalment Punishment: The day I drank out of a toilet Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures available with this post. Lois: “You were up early” (She meant this morning around 5 Continue Reading →
Previous Post | Next Post Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There is a picture set available with this post. (I’m currently relying on scheduled posts because of work and uni and football and planning classes and… I expect to be less Continue Reading →
Previous Post | Next Post I have written about my dissociation in the past in My Mental Illness: Depression and Dissociation and written a guest post attempting to explain a little bit about dissociation on SB4MH. Considering the forms of dissociation out there like, Dissociative Identity Disorder about which DeviantSuccumbus has written some great posts (here & here) that explains it well, mine is pretty mild. Continue Reading →
Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There is a picture set available with this post. I was in a masochistic mood the other day. I was still at my dad’s house so I didn’t really have any tools with me to inflict Continue Reading →
Note: Laura experienced some difficulties in her life and unfortunately this project has therefore been paused indefinitely. Some of you probably know that I was quite a fan of PainSlutLois’ blog (not the Lois that trained me). She stopped posting a little while ago but linked to my and this other girl’s blog (Laura, Student Slave) quite recently, after which Laura and I started talking. Continue Reading →
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