A Masochistic Lesbian Slave
Mistress Roxy has been my Mistress since midway 2020 after we met at a Fetish event in February. Due to the pandemic, we were unable to meet during the first lockdown and engaged in online tasks instead. We used it to get to know each other better until restrictions eased. Since then, we have been able to meet in person and our dynamic has grown.
I am her Slave and she is my Mistress first and foremost privately, but we also work together professionally. We have made several custom videos as Slave Mila and Mistress Roxy and run Carnal Productions together. We also do pro sessions.
The party at which Mistress used the nipple bucket clamps on me is the longest one I attended without going to bed. It started at 10 pm and we left at 4 pm the next day. I got to play loads and had a great time; people even got to take shot glasses from my vagina. At one point in the night when most people Continue Reading →
A few weeks ago, I knew Mistress would briefly pop by on her way home so I made sure to shower and clean the dishes. I had no idea when she was coming, so I thought I might as well do the vaginal training early (by which I mean 3 pm, as opposed to 10 pm). I put a towel down, set up my phone Continue Reading →
A few months ago, Mistress said she’d seen a pair of nipple clamps with small buckets and was very interested in getting them. When I went online to buy some toys for myself, I asked her where she’d seen them, thinking I could buy a pair. Unfortunately, the shipping costs were more expensive than the clamps themselves and I said that we might have to Continue Reading →
Since January, I’ve been back in a bad sleeping cycle and nightmares have been plaguing me. For a little while, I thought it had gotten better but I’ve had to start wearing my football tops again to mitigate night sweats (pro tip, if you’re waking up from sweating excessively at night). As a result of my worsening nights, I’m struggling to start my day and Continue Reading →
On Sunday, I finally got to see Mistress again after a little over two weeks. We celebrated the holidays separately and by the time New Years came around she was unlucky enough to catch Covid again. As a result, we didn’t speak as much as we usually do either, so I was very excited to see her in person again. On Saturday, she suggested 3pm Continue Reading →
As you may know, Mistress gave me the task to train myself to be able to insert vaginally. I have been doing this task daily for almost two months and managed to go up quite successfully in dildo size. I’m genuinely surprised that I’m being successful. I can actually move a dildo inside of my vaginally without pain, even if the initial insertion still hurts. Continue Reading →
Content warning: needle play. (Due to the new online safety act, pictures can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) Two years ago, I published a blog post on this site about dreading the holidays. This year, I am relieved to say I am feeling rather different. I am spending Christmas in the UK with my friends Continue Reading →
Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) I went over to Mistress’ flat the other day when she told me with a glimmer in her eye that she had bought a new toy. I asked her what it was and she said it was a stick. Continue Reading →
Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) Last week I had the pleasure of attending my graduation ceremony in person. It was the first graduation ceremony at my University since the pandemic and I’m very lucky it coincided with the end of my degree. While I Continue Reading →
Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) About two weeks ago, I started a daily vaginal training task that Mistress has given me. As you all know, I don’t like vaginal penetration and tend to avoid it if I can. Insertion generally hurts me, no matter Continue Reading →
Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) In the lead up to Mistress’ birthday, she mentioned that she had always wanted to put birthday candles on her human slave. I didn’t understand how it would work, as I couldn’t envision the candles staying upright. And so she Continue Reading →
Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) A week or so ago, Mistress and I stayed in Kent for a little over a week with our good friend Lady Amber. We were there to do sessions and have a catch up, which included watching several horror movies Continue Reading →
On Friday morning I had a video call with Dilan and Roxy, and not long after we finished, I went to the shop. The store in question is less than a five minute walk from my flat and when I walked back into my street I thought I saw Roxy’s silhouette at the end of it. I thought about it for a moment. Surely that Continue Reading →
Previous task “Cook yourself an elaborate and delicious 3 course meal of your choice. Find recipes for me to approve if it’s elaborate and special enough. When you eat it, wear something nice so you feel good.” A poor diet When the day came to do this task, I felt a massive dread to execute it. I’ve been struggling to eat healthy over the past Continue Reading →
Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) Roxy recently moved flats and very enthusiastically showed me her new four poster bed when I came over for the first time. She suggested that this bed would be great for play, and I remember thinking: I’m sure it would Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “Send me a letter with the A4 sheet you wrote out in it.” When I was a teenager, most of my friends lived on the internet. I was incredibly close to them and since there was a big distance between us, I would sometimes write letters or send postcards because it’s fun to receive something physical in the mail. Getting Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “Pee into a bowl. Balance the bowl on your foot and balance on one leg. If it drops in under a minute, lick it off the floor.” Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) I feel like this task was set Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “Fill an a4 sheet with the line ‘I worship and adore my mistress’ whilst balancing a 10 pence piece from your writing hand. Every time it drops you have a Talley of 10 self spanks for every time it falls, deliver yourself the spanks straight after the sheet if full.” I spoke on the phone to Roxy when she first Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “Put on your white pants and pee yourself.” Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) I have been spending a few days with my friends up in the countryside and this evening we were catching the last of that day’s sun Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) “The task was to write the word mistress with the pen up your butt not the word mistress onto your butt. So now your arse looks like a target with my name on it. Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) “Write the word Mistress with a pen up your butt.” The way I read this task was “write the word Mistress with a pen” and “up your butt”. It didn’t make sense to me Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “Get some nettles and use them with the training dildo in your butt.” Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures and videos can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) This task surprised me and was a little expected at the same time. A while ago, Mistress said she Continue Reading →
Previous task | Next task “Put clothes pegs on the labia and use your wand.” Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures and videos can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) Just after waking up I put the pegs on my labia while my music was still playing, then walked back to my Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “Stand with your head and elbows against the wall on your tiptoes for 10 minutes.” Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures and videos can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) Like the last task, the time it took to execute was very minimal. I expected this position Continue Reading →
Next Task Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures and videos can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) For a while, my Mistress gave me tasks to fulfil, which I wrote about in several blog posts. She gave me these when we were in our first Covid lockdown and when I still lived Continue Reading →
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