Ball Gag with Hot Sauce

Previous Post | Next Post (Please keep in mind that my dynamic with Lois ended over a year ago. I wrote this fairly quickly after it took place and apparently decided to write it in the present tense. I’d be curious to know what you think about the present tense compared to my usual past tense. Does it change the reading experience?) When Lois comes Continue Reading →

Lesbian Deep Throating and Insertion

Previous Post | Next Post (Please keep in mind that my dynamic with Lois ended over a year ago and this was written a while ago.) Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans.  The conversation between Lois and I started by her reflecting Continue Reading →

Part 2: Squirting at all Costs

Previous Post | Next Post (Please keep in mind that this post was written a full year ago before the time of publishing.) Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans.  “Am I allowed to take the clamps off please, Mistress?” Lois: “Not yet. Continue Reading →

Part 1: Locked to the Curtain Railing with Clamps

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Forcing a Dildo Inside

Previous Post | Next Post (Please keep in mind that this post was written a full year ago before the time of publishing.) The longer I was in this dynamic, the more I started thinking about and being proactive in pleasing Lois. To stimulate my sex drive and ability to feel pleasure when orgasming, the rule of not being able to touch myself without permission Continue Reading →

Part 2: Many Tears and Self Doubts

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Part 1: Posing with Hot Sauce on My Clit

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The First Time I Cried During a Task

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Fun in a Toilet Cubicle

Previous Post | Next Post Disclaimer: This was definitely not Covid proof but took place far before 2020. Also what the hell ML? What were you thinking! Can’t believe half of the things I’ve done!  Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There is Continue Reading →

Predicament: Balancing on a Kettlebell with Lush Inside

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Posing while being watched

Previous Post | Next Post Note: All the following Lois posts were written over a year ago. They’re all done and ready to be published. I think there’s about 15 left till we reach the end of that dynamic. Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me Continue Reading →

Part 2: Clit Gone Numb

Previous Post | Next Post (Please keep in mind that this post was written a full year ago before the time of publishing.) After getting off the train, home and upstairs, Lois asked me to turn on the webcam and to check what was in the room. I was visiting my dad so I didn’t have a lot of toys with me. In the meantime, Continue Reading →

Part 1: Fun on the Train

Previous Post | Next Post (Please keep in mind that this post was written a full year ago before the time of publishing.) Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans.  It’d been about a month and a half since Lois and I had Continue Reading →

Round the Neighbourhood, Half Naked with a Bottle of Pee

Previous Post | Next Post Content warning: self-harm and suicidal thoughts Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures available with this post. There were two weeks between when we tried out the inflatable butt plug, and Lois’ next message. In Continue Reading →

You’ll Obey when I tell you to Insert It

Previous Post | Next Post Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There is a picture available for this post. When Lois told me to get two new toys (an inflatable butt plug and a remote control vibrator) I was equally excited and a Continue Reading →

Fun Gift and a Burning Vagina

Previous Post | Next post Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures available with this blog post. For a long while, I didn’t care much about having orgasms. They were sort of nice, but not so nice that I wanted Continue Reading →

Distracted in Class

Previous Post | Next Post Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There is a picture available with this post. Studying at university has one big advantage, which is that you don’t have to get up early (not if you’re a creative writing Continue Reading →

Chatting while put in pain

Previous Post | Next Post You’ve already read a post about how I got to deserving to call Lois my Mistress but I realised that I forgot a bit about that. In that post, I’ve shown you the reasons why this was important, what I had to do to deserve it and why it was a good thing for both of us. Part of that Continue Reading →

Doing my first task on Cam

Previous Post | Next Post Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures available with this post. As I wrote in this post, Lois had made me the offer that I could ask her to use the hot sauce while on Continue Reading →

“Fuck you” | For a fleeting moment, at peace at last

Previous Post | Next Post Content warning: bad mother-daughter relationship 21 March 2019 21:06 Mum sent me a message and I replied and she replied and then I just said, Fuck you. I don’t know if that’s a good thing but I just can’t.  22:09 I don’t think I’ve ever… said anything like this to her before. 22:10 I feel so helpless. 22:24 Lois: “I Continue Reading →

Tasks Given by People on Fetlife

Previous Post | Next Post Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures available with this post. Lois had been interested in having me do tasks given by other people for a while. I suppose this is evident in how she’d Continue Reading →

Deserving to call her Mistress

Previous Post | Next Post As you know, I’ve always referred to Lois as Miss Lois because that’s what she told me to address her as – that is, for the first half of my training. At some point, this changed and I was allowed to address her as Mistress Lois. The title was something she thought should be earned and eventually I did. Let’s Continue Reading →

Punishment: Drinking out of a toilet (#2)

Previous Post | Next Post Read the first instalment Punishment: The day I drank out of a toilet Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures available with this post. Lois: “You were up early” (She meant this morning around 5 Continue Reading →

“You have 5 Minutes to send me a Kinky Picture”

Previous Post | Next Post Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There is a picture set available with this post. Another post on a past happening with Miss Lois. I had just woken up and the sound of her incoming message took Continue Reading →