Ring Restraint for Caning: Review
Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) Roxy recently moved flats and very enthusiastically showed me her new four poster bed when I came over for the first time. She suggested that this bed would be great for play, and I remember thinking: I’m sure it would Continue Reading →
Task 9: Write a letter
Previous Task | Next Task “Send me a letter with the A4 sheet you wrote out in it.” When I was a teenager, most of my friends lived on the internet. I was incredibly close to them and since there was a big distance between us, I would sometimes write letters or send postcards because it’s fun to receive something physical in the mail. Getting Continue Reading →
Task 8: Balance a bowl with pee on your foot
Previous Task | Next Task “Pee into a bowl. Balance the bowl on your foot and balance on one leg. If it drops in under a minute, lick it off the floor.” Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) I feel like this task was set Continue Reading →
Task 7: Write lines while balancing a coin
Previous Task | Next Task “Fill an a4 sheet with the line ‘I worship and adore my mistress’ whilst balancing a 10 pence piece from your writing hand. Every time it drops you have a Talley of 10 self spanks for every time it falls, deliver yourself the spanks straight after the sheet if full.” I spoke on the phone to Roxy when she first Continue Reading →
Task 6: Pee yourself
Previous Task | Next Task “Put on your white pants and pee yourself.” Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) I have been spending a few days with my friends up in the countryside and this evening we were catching the last of that day’s sun Continue Reading →
Forfeit: Self flagellation with Nettles
Previous Task | Next Task Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) “The task was to write the word mistress with the pen up your butt not the word mistress onto your butt. So now your arse looks like a target with my name on it. Continue Reading →
Task 5: Write Mistress on your butt
Previous Task | Next Task Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) “Write the word Mistress with a pen up your butt.” The way I read this task was “write the word Mistress with a pen” and “up your butt”. It didn’t make sense to me Continue Reading →
Task 4: Nettles up your bum
Previous Task | Next Task “Get some nettles and use them with the training dildo in your butt.” Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures and videos can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) This task surprised me and was a little expected at the same time. A while ago, Mistress said she Continue Reading →
Task 3: Pegs on Labia
Previous task | Next task “Put clothes pegs on the labia and use your wand.” Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures and videos can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) Just after waking up I put the pegs on my labia while my music was still playing, then walked back to my Continue Reading →
Task 2: Stand on your Tiptoes
Previous Task | Next Task “Stand with your head and elbows against the wall on your tiptoes for 10 minutes.” Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures and videos can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) Like the last task, the time it took to execute was very minimal. I expected this position Continue Reading →
Task 1: Kneel on Peas
Next Task Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures and videos can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) For a while, my Mistress gave me tasks to fulfil, which I wrote about in several blog posts. She gave me these when we were in our first Covid lockdown and when I still lived Continue Reading →
A Magical Dance with Naomi
Last year at the start of winter, I filmed a spanking film alongside three other girls and two tops at a beautiful manor in the countryside. It took three full days to film and included a six of the best caning scene at the end. When we finished my final take I felt exhausted and wanted nothing more than to curl up into a blanket. Continue Reading →
Leashed, lashed and blinded
I love knowing that Roxy and I are going to play. When we go to certain places it no longer has to be said and there’s simply a knowledge that we will, which makes me happy. I don’t tend to ask what we’re going to do and only inform her if I need to be unmarked or not. When the evening fell we went to Continue Reading →
Vagina Pump Review
I was approached by Bestvibe once again to review one of their toys and I chose to try out the Remote Pussy Pumps with Egg Vibrators. Like last time, the toy arrived in discreet packaging, and within the box, every item came in individually wrapped plastic. The reason why I was interested in trying a pussy pump is that I wanted to know if it Continue Reading →
High Society
Next Post A few weeks back, I tried acid for the first time as I went candy flipping with a few friends. I have tried different substances and find the different effects fascinating, so felt naturally curious about acid too. Whereas in the past I was afraid of having a negative response, nowadays I feel like it couldn’t possibly be worse than having to hold Continue Reading →
Mistress pieced my nipple
After Roxy and I played with needles for the first time she said: “Maybe we can pierce your nipple next time?” It was partly a question and partly a statement. “Y-yes,” I believe I said, a little taken by surprise. As the idea further dawned on me I became more excited. I had thought of nipple piercings many times before but getting them done by Continue Reading →
Caught by a Rope Magician
Previous Post | Next Post Sometimes words are difficult and playing instead is exactly what I need. It’s how I first connected to Roxy and how I seem to find a kind of joy I haven’t experienced anywhere else. For as long as I can remember I have been interested in rope and getting tied. I’m not sure where the appeal comes from exactly, but Continue Reading →
Restoring Trust
Previous Post | Next Post A few weeks ago, I was meant to see Roxy on Sunday. She had said we would the weekend prior and having something to look forward to really helps me nowadays. That week, my mental health wasn’t great and the thought of wanting to die was constantly on my mind. However, I did the right things to help myself and Continue Reading →
Needles and Spanks
Previous Post | Next Post Content warning: Mention of blood and needles. Please Note: (Due to the new online safety act, pictures and videos can no longer be found on this blog. To access them, please message me on Loyalfans) After getting rather bruised from shooting a cp video on a Friday a little while ago, I sent Roxy a picture. She didn’t reply that Continue Reading →
Spanked while being squirted all over
Previous Post | Next Post The previous week, Roxy was supposed to try out a new makeup look on me and do my hair, potentially to use in future videos. That didn’t happen so instead we moved it to the following weekend, which meant this was the first time we saw each other since the punishment. I had taken the time to learn how to Continue Reading →
Task 30: Fetish Girl Pose
Previous Task | Next Task “I like you to practise this pose every day so that I’ll be able to take that picture.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. The picture and pose Roxy was referring to is this one from Eric Continue Reading →
Intimate lesbian K-King Clit Sucker test ride
A few weeks ago, Bestvibe approached me and asked if I wanted to review one of their sex toys. I was able to choose which one I wanted to review so I opted for the Kisstoy K-King 15x Sucking Vibrating Mini Clitoral stimulator. In other words, a clit sucker, which seemed to be of really high quality. The toy arrived in discreet packaging and looked Continue Reading →
Caught cleaning: a maid’s confession
Recently I was able to spend the entire day with Roxy and it allowed us to have a really nice time. Nothing was planned and there seemed little to no time limit, which made it feel relaxed and I could let go of my troubles. I will probably write about this day more in another blog post, but there’s a specific part I want to Continue Reading →
Punished by Bastinado for the First Time
Next Post Note: I haven’t been posting much lately because I’m really struggling with my mental health but hopefully, this is the start of getting back on track. What I’m writing about here took place about a month ago. I knew Roxy was coming over today and I knew I was going to be punished. I wasn’t sure what to expect from this, as Roxy Continue Reading →
Task 29: Staple your belly button
Previous Task | Next Task “If you have staplers and needles I want to see your belly button stapled and/or with needles in it.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. This Post has a picture set available. Aah, really?! That’s what you Continue Reading →
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