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Recently, I have been struggling to say “Yes Mistress” because it seems like I haven’t accepted the shame of taking on the submissive role. Or at the very least, I haven’t felt confident enough to dive in, I suppose. I mentioned my hesitancy to use it during my weekend with Roxy. It seems like I’m afraid I’ll be judged or that it’s weird for me Continue Reading →
Safety first: Before tying anything, please read over the safety tips rope bondage site The Dutchy has provided. Always have a pair of scissors at hand in case you or your partner have to get out of the rope as quickly as possible! Ok, so, bondage. Last week New Prompt & Instructions Since we’re on the backend of summer right now (at least where I live) Continue Reading →
Friday Back | Next Task “Saturday, I want an artistic video of you in a mask, gimp hood or otherwise.” Out of the six tasks this week, I dreaded Saturday the most. For some reason, I get anxious every time Roxy gives me a video task; I think I’m afraid to fail – I mean, that’s definitely it. In order to avoid my anxiety spiral, Continue Reading →
Thursday Belly Button | Saturday Erotic Video “I would very much appreciate an artistic photo of a body part: Friday Back.” Like with the Belly Button, I wasn’t very inspired by this prompt. I talked about it with Devie for a bit and she suggested doing something with black stripes on a black background but I just couldn’t envision it. I thought of a picture Continue Reading →
A few weeks ago, my friend (I’ll call him J) who I had first met at a kink event came over. Contact had watered a bit during lockdown but apart from my surprise at his height, it felt like we might have just seen each other two weeks ago. He had brought candles, rope and stuff for electro play as I couldn’t decide what I’d Continue Reading →
All of us have limits and boundaries; there’s no such thing as a limitless slave. In a BDSM context, it’s especially important to be aware of these and to communicate about them. I think it’s hard to list your limits just like that. Personally I feel like I don’t have many but it’s dangerous to just say you have none, especially as this isn’t true. Continue Reading →
Safety first: Before tying anything, please read over the safety tips rope bondage site The Dutchy has provided. Always have a pair of scissors at hand in case you or your partner have to get out of the rope as quickly as possible! Ok, so, bondage. Last week Look at all the awesome ties everyone did last week! New Prompt & Instructions As rope largely appeals Continue Reading →
Last week, I’d had a really poor night falling asleep past 2 AM and waking up at 6 AM. It’s weird how sometimes I can’t really sleep despite my sleeping pills and nights like this represent what my rest was like before I got these pills. Feeling pretty shattered I thought I’d do something fairly mindless and yet fun by doing the heel tie for Continue Reading →
Previous Post | Next Post (Please keep in mind that this post was written a full year ago before the time of publishing.) After getting off the train, home and upstairs, Lois asked me to turn on the webcam and to check what was in the room. I was visiting my dad so I didn’t have a lot of toys with me. In the meantime, Continue Reading →
Wednesday Nipples | Friday Back “I would very much appreciate an artistic photo of a body part: Thursday belly button.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures available with this blog post. Whereas my ideas came fairly easily to mind Continue Reading →
Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There is a picture set available with this blog post. At one point during our dynamic, Lois said she wanted me to start eating healthy and lose some weight. I thought this had been coming for Continue Reading →
A lot of people are embarrassed to be naked, which stems from being told that we need to safeguard our private parts from a young age. It’s not strange that this is taught because at some point people started invading other people’s privacy to satisfy their lust (non-consensually, obviously). As a result, however, there’s quite a bit of shame around nudity. Pleasure in Exposure I Continue Reading →
Tuesday Rope | Thursday Belly Button Content warning: Needles “I would very much appreciate an artistic photo of a body part: Wednesday nipples.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There is a picture set and a video available with this blog post. Continue Reading →
Safety first: Before tying anything, please read over the safety tips rope bondage site The Dutchy has provided. Always have a pair of scissors at hand in case you or your partner have to get out of the rope as quickly as possible! Ok, so, bondage. Last week Our butts looked amazing!! Check them all out here. New Prompt & Instructions: Heel Tie or Foot Harness Heel Continue Reading →
Previous Post | Next Post (Please keep in mind that this post was written a full year ago before the time of publishing.) Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. It’d been about a month and a half since Lois and I had Continue Reading →
I’ve been making a habit of doing the Tie me up Tuesday prompts pretty last minute so I thought I’d do better this time. As I usually waste my entire morning with waking up I decided to do it straight after getting up. The added benefit of this was that I didn’t have to dress only to undress later in the day. If there’s one Continue Reading →
Previous: Week of Erotic Art | Next: Tuesday Rope “I would very much appreciate an artistic photo of a body part: Monday collarbone.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. I wasn’t entirely sure what to do with the collarbone. I had never Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Monday Collarbone This task took place before Roxy was over for the weekend. You can read about that here. Because of the pandemic, Roxy started a new job out of necessity. After the first week, it was pretty clear that it’s not a job she particularly enjoys and so I thought I could perhaps improve her week by doing something with rope Continue Reading →
Previous Post | Next Post (Reminder that my posts about Lois are a re-telling and took place over a year ago) In my messages to Lois during her absence, I had started spiralling some more. Like I mentioned in the previous post, uni had broken up, football had stopped, I didn’t have access to therapy or MH help, and I was working in housekeeping full Continue Reading →
Previous Post | Next Post Content warning: self-harm and suicidal thoughts Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures available with this post. There were two weeks between when we tried out the inflatable butt plug, and Lois’ next message. In Continue Reading →
Safety first: Before tying anything, please read over the safety tips rope bondage site The Dutchy has provided. Always have a pair of scissors at hand in case you or your partner have to get out of the rope as quickly as possible! Ok, so, bondage. Last week Thank you all for participating in with the fun! There’s just something about the head cage that’s Continue Reading →
Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. This time’s Tie me up Tuesday prompt was the head cage and while I thought this one would be fairly simple it was an absolute pain to tie the double coin knot. I think I only Continue Reading →
Previous Post | Next Task Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. I woke up early from sweat-inducing dreams so I took a shower this morning, then tried to pass time playing with the injury on my lip (I will write a post Continue Reading →
Previous Post | Next Post Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. This film can be purchased on LF. I woke up at 9 am by my alarm and got up to have my own breakfast before preparing hers. I didn’t really need Continue Reading →
Next Post Last weekend, my Mistress came over for the first time. After reading the initial post I know you’re all dying to read how it went and I can tell you it was really nice. It’s hard for me to comprehend or explain but it made me feel so much like myself. On Sunday on our way to the bus stop, Roxy said she’s Continue Reading →
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