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Previous Task | Next Task “I like you to practise this pose every day so that I’ll be able to take that picture.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. The picture and pose Roxy was referring to is this one from Eric Continue Reading →
A few weeks ago, Bestvibe approached me and asked if I wanted to review one of their sex toys. I was able to choose which one I wanted to review so I opted for the Kisstoy K-King 15x Sucking Vibrating Mini Clitoral stimulator. In other words, a clit sucker, which seemed to be of really high quality. The toy arrived in discreet packaging and looked Continue Reading →
Recently I was able to spend the entire day with Roxy and it allowed us to have a really nice time. Nothing was planned and there seemed little to no time limit, which made it feel relaxed and I could let go of my troubles. I will probably write about this day more in another blog post, but there’s a specific part I want to Continue Reading →
Next Post Note: I haven’t been posting much lately because I’m really struggling with my mental health but hopefully, this is the start of getting back on track. What I’m writing about here took place about a month ago. I knew Roxy was coming over today and I knew I was going to be punished. I wasn’t sure what to expect from this, as Roxy Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “If you have staplers and needles I want to see your belly button stapled and/or with needles in it.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. This Post has a picture set available. Aah, really?! That’s what you Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “Wear some stockings, put clothespins on your toes and hit them off with something.” After task 27, Roxy stopped giving me tasks for a while. This was around the time I moved to Glasgow and since I have been able to see her much more often, especially as she’s my extended household during this lockdown. Naturally, as a result, we Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “Make a rope harness that’s attached to the ring of your collar and take some pictures.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. This Post has a picture set available. After receiving my collar, Roxy unsurprisingly gave me Continue Reading →
A little while ago, between the first lockdown and the second when restrictions had eased I was lucky enough to spend a weekend with kinky friends. I met some through working on a spanking film, and others through connections from a party pre-lockdown. It was rather surreal to be around a group of people after spending most of my time alone for months. “Don’t try Continue Reading →
After quite an intense belting on New Years, Roxy and I hugged for a little before finding her partner in the living room. Something appeared to be up and so her attention shifted and while I was able to lean against her they soon went for a smoke. It was okay because I could cuddle with a friend in front of the fire but after Continue Reading →
On New Year’s Eve, I asked Roxy if we would play tonight. I thought we might but it would have been okay if we didn’t; I was happy enough that we were together but she said we would, she was wearing her belt. “Great,” I said quite nonchalantly, conscious about not wanting to seem too excited (I was very excited, obv). Twelve ‘o clock came Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “Make a rope harness that a crotch rope can be attached to.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. This post has a picture set available. I got a bit behind on posting about the tasks Roxy set Continue Reading →
When people ask me about my kinks and fantasies and I often don’t know what to say. I’m interested in a lot of things but if I think about it whipping has always been a big fantasy of mine. When I was struggling to sleep at night as a teen, I pictured myself standing in a dark room with my arms and legs spread and Continue Reading →
Quite unexpectedly, I was able to spend New Years with my Mistress and her partner this year. We hugged just after 12 and wished each other a happy new year, then she pointed at the floor. “Kiss my boots for your first act of submission of 2021,” she said. I looked at her for a moment, conscious that her partner was right there with us. Continue Reading →
Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. This post has a few pictures and a video available. Quite a while ago, Roxy started a project that required green screen replacements, for which she thought I’d be the perfect person to help out. I Continue Reading →
Safety first: Before tying anything, please read over the safety tips rope bondage site The Dutchy has provided. Always have a pair of scissors at hand in case you or your partner have to get out of the rope as quickly as possible! Ok, so, bondage. Last week Prompt: Something festive! Every year I see great festive bondage pictures on Fetlife, blogs, etc. where people have Continue Reading →
Previous Post While I have tried to document the entirety of this dynamic, I didn’t want to write about it anymore. I’ve captured most of it and there are only a few tasks/sessions missing here and there. A few days before the dynamic ended, Lois set me the task in which I’d have to orgasm before I was allowed to use the toilet during the Continue Reading →
Previous Post | Next Post (Please keep in mind that my dynamic with Lois ended over a year ago. I wrote this fairly quickly after it took place and apparently decided to write it in the present tense. I’d be curious to know what you think about the present tense compared to my usual past tense. Does it change the reading experience?) When Lois comes Continue Reading →
Previous Post | Next Post (Please keep in mind that my dynamic with Lois ended over a year ago and this was written a while ago.) Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. The conversation between Lois and I started by her reflecting Continue Reading →
Previous Post | Next Post (Please keep in mind that this post was written a full year ago before the time of publishing.) Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. “Am I allowed to take the clamps off please, Mistress?” Lois: “Not yet. Continue Reading →
It has been a while since I’ve made a rope harness and I was surprised to find that doing so came quite naturally to me. The pace of the tutorial was quite good for me and I only paused the video a few times. Usually, I want to make something as perfect as I can, but I didn’t worry about that this time. Since my Continue Reading →
Previous Post | Next Post (Please keep in mind that this post was written a full year ago before the time of publishing.) Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. This blog post has a picture set and a video available. Lois came Continue Reading →
Safety first: Before tying anything, please read over the safety tips rope bondage site The Dutchy has provided. Always have a pair of scissors at hand in case you or your partner have to get out of the rope as quickly as possible! Ok, so, bondage. Last wee As you’ve noticed, this TmuT post is 8 days late. I’ve been a bit all over the place Continue Reading →
Previous Post | Next Post (Please keep in mind that this post was written a full year ago before the time of publishing.) The longer I was in this dynamic, the more I started thinking about and being proactive in pleasing Lois. To stimulate my sex drive and ability to feel pleasure when orgasming, the rule of not being able to touch myself without permission Continue Reading →
On a particular day I was supposed to give this presentation to some teens, and then stay on to help out for three hours afterwards. I had been anticipating that Miss Lois might come online exactly then, so naturally, 30 minutes before I had to leave, she did. Continue Reading →
“In preparation, I want your hair pleated in one tight pleat at the back and braid it with a rope through it,” Roxy texted me on Friday morning two weeks ago. We were going to the dungeon on Saturday evening and as she said it I saw time evaporate right before my eyes. I can’t braid my own hair. It’s one of those ‘simple skills’ Continue Reading →
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