Sensual Bondage Experience

A few weeks ago, my friend (I’ll call him J) who I had first met at a kink event came over. Contact had watered a bit during lockdown but apart from my surprise at his height, it felt like we might have just seen each other two weeks ago. He had brought candles, rope and stuff for electro play as I couldn’t decide what I’d Continue Reading →

Limitless Slave

All of us have limits and boundaries; there’s no such thing as a limitless slave. In a BDSM context, it’s especially important to be aware of these and to communicate about them. I think it’s hard to list your limits just like that. Personally I feel like I don’t have many but it’s dangerous to just say you have none, especially as this isn’t true. Continue Reading →

Tie me up Tuesday #12: Arm Restriction

Safety first: Before tying anything, please read over the safety tips rope bondage site The Dutchy has provided. Always have a pair of scissors at hand in case you or your partner have to get out of the rope as quickly as possible! Ok, so, bondage. Last week Look at all the awesome ties everyone did last week! New Prompt & Instructions As rope largely appeals Continue Reading →

Heel Tie

Last week, I’d had a really poor night falling asleep past 2 AM and waking up at 6 AM. It’s weird how sometimes I can’t really sleep despite my sleeping pills and nights like this represent what my rest was like before I got these pills. Feeling pretty shattered I thought I’d do something fairly mindless and yet fun by doing the heel tie for Continue Reading →

Part 2: Clit Gone Numb

Previous Post | Next Post (Please keep in mind that this post was written a full year ago before the time of publishing.) After getting off the train, home and upstairs, Lois asked me to turn on the webcam and to check what was in the room. I was visiting my dad so I didn’t have a lot of toys with me. In the meantime, Continue Reading →

Thursday Belly Button

Wednesday Nipples | Friday Back “I would very much appreciate an artistic photo of a body part: Thursday belly button.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures available with this blog post. Whereas my ideas came fairly easily to mind Continue Reading →

Put on a Diet

Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There is a picture set available with this blog post. At one point during our dynamic, Lois said she wanted me to start eating healthy and lose some weight. I thought this had been coming for Continue Reading →

Seeing Me at my Most Intimate

A lot of people are embarrassed to be naked, which stems from being told that we need to safeguard our private parts from a young age. It’s not strange that this is taught because at some point people started invading other people’s privacy to satisfy their lust (non-consensually, obviously). As a result, however, there’s quite a bit of shame around nudity. Pleasure in Exposure I Continue Reading →

Wednesday Nipples

Tuesday Rope | Thursday Belly Button Content warning: Needles “I would very much appreciate an artistic photo of a body part: Wednesday nipples.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There is a picture set and a video available with this blog post. Continue Reading →

Tie me up Tuesday #11: Heel Tie

Safety first: Before tying anything, please read over the safety tips rope bondage site The Dutchy has provided. Always have a pair of scissors at hand in case you or your partner have to get out of the rope as quickly as possible! Ok, so, bondage. Last week Our butts looked amazing!! Check them all out here. New Prompt & Instructions: Heel Tie or Foot Harness Heel Continue Reading →

Part 1: Fun on the Train

Previous Post | Next Post (Please keep in mind that this post was written a full year ago before the time of publishing.) Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans.  It’d been about a month and a half since Lois and I had Continue Reading →

Booty in a Bind

I’ve been making a habit of doing the Tie me up Tuesday prompts pretty last minute so I thought I’d do better this time. As I usually waste my entire morning with waking up I decided to do it straight after getting up. The added benefit of this was that I didn’t have to dress only to undress later in the day. If there’s one Continue Reading →

Monday Collarbone

Previous: Week of Erotic Art | Next: Tuesday Rope “I would very much appreciate an artistic photo of a body part: Monday collarbone.” Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans.  I wasn’t entirely sure what to do with the collarbone. I had never Continue Reading →

Task 23: Week of Erotic Art

Previous Task | Monday Collarbone This task took place before Roxy was over for the weekend. You can read about that here. Because of the pandemic, Roxy started a new job out of necessity. After the first week, it was pretty clear that it’s not a job she particularly enjoys and so I thought I could perhaps improve her week by doing something with rope Continue Reading →

No longer my Mistress Lois

Previous Post | Next Post (Reminder that my posts about Lois are a re-telling and took place over a year ago) In my messages to Lois during her absence, I had started spiralling some more. Like I mentioned in the previous post, uni had broken up, football had stopped, I didn’t have access to therapy or MH help, and I was working in housekeeping full Continue Reading →

Round the Neighbourhood, Half Naked with a Bottle of Pee

Previous Post | Next Post Content warning: self-harm and suicidal thoughts Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There are pictures available with this post. There were two weeks between when we tried out the inflatable butt plug, and Lois’ next message. In Continue Reading →

Tie me up Tuesday #10: Booty Bondage

Safety first: Before tying anything, please read over the safety tips rope bondage site The Dutchy has provided. Always have a pair of scissors at hand in case you or your partner have to get out of the rope as quickly as possible! Ok, so, bondage. Last week   Thank you all for participating in with the fun! There’s just something about the head cage that’s Continue Reading →

Head Cage

Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans.  This time’s Tie me up Tuesday prompt was the head cage and while I thought this one would be fairly simple it was an absolute pain to tie the double coin knot. I think I only Continue Reading →

Slave Mistress Weekend: Sunday

Previous Post | Next Task Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans.  I woke up early from sweat-inducing dreams so I took a shower this morning, then tried to pass time playing with the injury on my lip (I will write a post Continue Reading →

Slave Mistress Weekend: Saturday

Previous Post | Next Post Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. This film can be purchased on LF.  I woke up at 9 am by my alarm and got up to have my own breakfast before preparing hers. I didn’t really need Continue Reading →

Slave Mistress Weekend: Friday

Next Post Last weekend, my Mistress came over for the first time. After reading the initial post I know you’re all dying to read how it went and I can tell you it was really nice. It’s hard for me to comprehend or explain but it made me feel so much like myself. On Sunday on our way to the bus stop, Roxy said she’s Continue Reading →

My Mistress is Coming Over

Previous Task | Slave Mistress Weekend: Friday If you’re in Scotland, you’re probably aware that we get to meet people indoors again. I also still happen to live alone for a limited amount of time so what better way to spend it than with a Mistress? Well, for the weekend anyway, Roxy is coming over. When you read this she will have already arrived (Friday evening) Continue Reading →

You’ll Obey when I tell you to Insert It

Previous Post | Next Post Please note: Due to the new online safety act, no pictures or videos will be available on this blog. You can now access them by DM-ing me on my Loyalfans. There is a picture available for this post. When Lois told me to get two new toys (an inflatable butt plug and a remote control vibrator) I was equally excited and a Continue Reading →

Tie me up Tuesday #9: Head Cage

Safety first: Before tying anything, please read over the safety tips rope bondage site The Dutchy has provided. Always have a pair of scissors at hand in case you or your partner have to get out of the rope as quickly as possible! Ok, so, bondage. Last week   We are all shining bright like stars! Check all entries out here. New Prompt & Instructions When Continue Reading →

Task 22: Snappy Erotic Video

Previous Task | Next Task “Make a one-minute snappy erotic film where the focus is on your emotion and the aesthetic. I remember a friend who used to work on gay porn say to me ‘ the story is told through people’s bodies in porn…well good porn anyway.’ And that’s true, how you channel that is up to you.” Another Video… I haven’t been enjoying Continue Reading →