Wearing the Lush remote control vibrator outside

For once this is a post about the present, something I did last Sunday, rather than a recap of something I did in the past with Miss Lois. I own the lush remote control vibrator, which was useful because Miss Lois could control it from where she was but somehow I never yet wore it outside of my house. I wanted to go out to buy a chain, which they sell in a local home-supply store so I decided I should wear the vibrator and have it on as I went there.

Can I just quickly say that I love this vibrator. I really like its design and it’s smooth and small enough to fit inside my vagina, which still always hurts whenever I insert anything. Additionally, its vibrations are pretty quiet. My hearing is really good and I am very selfconscious about the sound it makes when I’m at home if my flatmate is in, but I doubt she could actually hear it. Another cool thing is that you (or your partner) have complete control over the vibrations. You can move the line that controls the vibrations on your phone up and down and do whatever you want with it. You can also make your own patterns or use some set ones or ones others have created, and you can also have the vibrations vibrate according to a song, or a playlist full of songs. The best part though, of course, is that it can be controlled from anywhere in the world as long as you have an internet connection. It’s not much use to me right now, but it’s perfect for any long-distance relationship. (And no, this isn’t me reviewing the product, lol. Just general thoughts.)

Okay, back to my little adventure! To prepare myself for the insertion, I watched a random video of a woman receiving forced orgasms. It honestly doesn’t always matter what kind of video I watch (although there are some that don’t turn me on at all), as it’s very easy for me to get wet. The video lasted about seven minutes and the vibrator was in at about 3/4 min.

As always, it hurt to insert it in my vagina, but once it was in it was fine. I turned it on and clicked on a random pre-made pattern and I immediately started feeling like I might have trouble staying away from an orgasm if I went out like this. Feeling the vibrations certainly aroused me and made my vagina throb in a pleasant way. But then, I also knew it was very unlikely that I would orgasm or even squirt from any type of vibrator inserted into my vagina. I’ve tried it before to see if it was possible at all and I have never managed. I seem to need clitoral stimulation.

Yet, I decided to keep the vibrations relatively low. This was the first time I was going to wear it outside, better not to have it turn into a disaster! I made my own little pattern which went up and down a few times, had some random breaks or moments when the vibrations would increase a lot and, well, I tried to make it a little unpredictable. Once I finished, I put it on repeat so that it’d just keep on restarting and going.

I dressed, feeling cold and winter-y so settled on a black outfit, haha. I don’t tend to wear underwear anymore so I wasn’t wearing underwear and I was wearing heels. Unfortunately, the carpet is very dark so it’s hard to see.

I left on my bike, which I know is never a good idea when I have something inserted in my vagina… but I hate walking as it’s kind of slow so I settled on the uncomfortableness of my bike. This meant that I just didn’t truly sat down because it hurts a lot when I do. It only takes like seven minutes to get to town though, which really isn’t that bad. I headed straight for the right shop, opened the door and felt good hearing my heels click-clack on the tiles inside, no longer feeling self-conscious about it like I did in the past!

I knew where I could find the chains as I’d been here to check them out before, but as I was standing in front of them I kept on checking if someone wasn’t heading my way. I imagine it’d seem quite strange for me to buy this big kind of chain when it might seem unlikely that I owned a car or would use it to pull something with a chain? I don’t even know if this is a thing. I am definitely just making this up. And I’m frankly not sure what else people use chains for?

I’d brought my timed lock to see which chain it’d fit best but it worked fine on all of them, which didn’t help me in terms of figuring out which one I should buy. There was quite a big selection, ranging from big chains to smaller ones and each had a different weight and length.

The reason why I wanted to get a chain is that I think it works well with the timed lock I own and I was feeling like I wanted to torture myself in some way that day. Perhaps with some forced orgasms that I truly wouldn’t be able to escape from. I mean, just a normal masochistic thought, lol.

All the while, this vibrator kept on vibrating inside of me and it was making me very, very wet. It felt like I had this big wet patch on my trousers and I could also feel some wetness down the side of my legs. I felt a tiny little bit self-conscious about it but as soon as I started walking in my heels, I felt as confident as ever and didn’t really care… mostly…

Chains make quite an obvious sound, lol, and so everyone I passed on my way to the till… let’s just say that I pretended they didn’t notice what I was holding. Putting the chain on the till also was kind of awkward. Of course, I don’t know if the shopkeeper was wondering about it or judging me but naturally, it felt like he did. To be fair, I thought it was kind of amusing too. There is humour in everything!

Afterwards, I went to Tesco to buy some groceries and I started to become more aware of this thing inside of me but it was also nice. For me, stimulation is often a mix of pleasure and sometimes uncomfortableness (that is with things inserted in my vagina) and if in public there’s also the self-consciousness of perhaps being too wet and people being able to see it! Anyhow, I kept on sticking to my confident attitude and decided to visit one more shop to buy a postcard for a friend. I didn’t need to do that. I could have done that tomorrow, really.

On my way home, it hurt more to cycle this time, especially when having to go uphill, but what can one do. I chose to do this, lol. At home, I kept it in for a while and waited until the battery died and then took it out to see how wet I’d truly been, haha.

All in all, I was happily surprised by how no one would have ever been able to tell that I was wearing it. It isn’t visible and it certainly isn’t audible in the outside world! Maybe next time I’ll wear it while also wearing my inflatable butt plug. A combination of the two always makes me struggle to stand a bit more…

Xx MLSlavePuppet

(I wore it another time here)

Ps, I wanted to use the chain that day and I knew that my flatmate would go to town by 1 pm, except then she didn’t and kept on making excuses for why she didn’t have to leave her bed! Finally, she left around 4, but I didn’t have a proper indication of when she’d return and so decided to put the timer on 30 minutes. I attached the chain underneath my bed in a position so that it’d reach up at the head of my bed, where I sort of made handcuffs with the chain, which I then locked. I had five orgasms in the first seventeen minutes, of which the fourth was the absolute best! Don’t think I ever had an orgasm like that before. It was sooooo sensitive and lasted really long but felt so good.

The fifth felt more torturous. In fact, since the third, everything in between was painful sensitivity. But the wand wouldn’t stay in place exactly, so I kind of escaped some of that. Need to do a better job at that next time!

Although I question whether I would live to reach the end of the timer. And that was only 30 minutes? I am way too sensitive.