A Masochistic Lesbian Submissive
Previous task “Cook yourself an elaborate and delicious 3 course meal of your choice. Find recipes for me to approve if it’s elaborate and special enough. When you eat it, wear something nice so you feel good.” A poor diet When the day came to do this task, I felt a massive dread to execute it. I’ve been struggling to eat healthy over the past Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “Send me a letter with the A4 sheet you wrote out in it.” When I was a teenager, most of my friends lived on the internet. I was incredibly close to them and since there was a big distance between us, I would sometimes write letters or send postcards because it’s fun to receive something physical in the mail. Getting Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “Pee into a bowl. Balance the bowl on your foot and balance on one leg. If it drops in under a minute, lick it off the floor.” I feel like this task was set up with the intention that I would fail. While the same seemed to be true for the line writing task, this one held slightly bigger stakes. Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “Fill an a4 sheet with the line ‘I worship and adore my mistress’ whilst balancing a 10 pence piece from your writing hand. Every time it drops you have a Talley of 10 self spanks for every time it falls, deliver yourself the spanks straight after the sheet if full.” I spoke on the phone to Roxy when she first Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “Put on your white pants and pee yourself.” I have been spending a few days with my friends up in the countryside and this evening we were catching the last of that day’s sun with a drink in the garden. I hadn’t been putting this task off, but when I’m with people I feel more self-conscious about having to take Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “The task was to write the word mistress with the pen up your butt not the word mistress onto your butt. So now your arse looks like a target with my name on it. Literally. Well, I suppose there’s gonna have to be a forfeit. Self-flagellation with nettles. Enjoy.” I went outside and first came across plants that looked like Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “Write the word Mistress with a pen up your butt.” The way I read this task was “write the word Mistress with a pen” and “up your butt”. It didn’t make sense to me to write the word up my butt so I presumed my Mistress must mean write it on your butt. I asked Naomi if she wanted to Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “Get some nettles and use them with the training dildo in your butt.” This task surprised me and was a little expected at the same time. A while ago, Mistress said she would like to use a strap on with nettles because I dislike vaginal penetration so much. (If this is your first time on my blog, I like things Continue Reading →
Previous task | Next task “Put clothes pegs on the labia and use your wand.” Just after waking up I put the pegs on my labia while my music was still playing, then walked back to my computer to turn the music off. As I walked over I started to feel a slight burning sensation around my labia and wondered what the hell was going Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “Stand with your head and elbows against the wall on your tiptoes for 10 minutes.” Like the last task, the time it took to execute was very minimal. I expected this position to be strenuous because I’ve often done this stretch of standing on the toes for fitness purposes and it’s not pleasant! Stress position I set a timer on Continue Reading →
Previous Task | A Date with a Domme “Promptly take any creative picture with your new tail.” I had been awaiting my tail for a long time. I first started thinking of getting one back in April and when I looked on Etsy one immediately caught my eye. I couldn’t justify getting one, however because what would I do with a tail anyways? They’re expensive. Continue Reading →
Friday Back | Next Task “Saturday, I want an artistic video of you in a mask, gimp hood or otherwise.” Out of the six tasks this week, I dreaded Saturday the most. For some reason, I get anxious every time Roxy gives me a video task; I think I’m afraid to fail – I mean, that’s definitely it. In order to avoid my anxiety spiral, Continue Reading →
Thursday Belly Button | Saturday Erotic Video “I would very much appreciate an artistic photo of a body part: Friday Back.” Like with the Belly Button, I wasn’t very inspired by this prompt. I talked about it with Devie for a bit and she suggested doing something with black stripes on a black background but I just couldn’t envision it. I thought of a picture Continue Reading →
Wednesday Nipples | Friday Back “I would very much appreciate an artistic photo of a body part: Thursday belly button.” Whereas my ideas came fairly easily to mind for Mon-Wed, I was a bit lost for this one. I never really think about belly buttons; they’re there and that’s fine but I don’t feel a specific appeal for them. I do quite like how the Continue Reading →
Tuesday Rope | Thursday Belly Button Content warning: Needles “I would very much appreciate an artistic photo of a body part: Wednesday nipples.” For these pictures, I thought of using nipple clamps but it seemed a bit cliche to use nipple clamps for nipples. I don’t know why as they’re literally just designed for nipples, but hey; It didn’t feel creative enough and a bit Continue Reading →
Previous: Week of Erotic Art | Next: Tuesday Rope “I would very much appreciate an artistic photo of a body part: Monday collarbone.” I wasn’t entirely sure what to do with the collarbone. I had never thought of specifically photographing that detail and was a bit clueless as to what props I could use. I wondered if props were necessary as my collarbones come out Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Monday Collarbone This task took place before Roxy was over for the weekend. You can read about that here. Because of the pandemic, Roxy started a new job out of necessity. After the first week, it was pretty clear that it’s not a job she particularly enjoys and so I thought I could perhaps improve her week by doing something with rope Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “Make a one-minute snappy erotic film where the focus is on your emotion and the aesthetic. I remember a friend who used to work on gay porn say to me ‘ the story is told through people’s bodies in porn…well good porn anyway.’ And that’s true, how you channel that is up to you.” Another Video… I haven’t been enjoying Continue Reading →
“Then the traveller in the dark, thanks for your tiny spark” Over the weekend I took a few different pictures with different themes for Roxy, about which I’ll write soon but as this particular one happened to coincide with Tie me up Tuesday, I’m posting these pictures now. I have a new purple rope, which is a lot thinner but appears to be of better Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “Capture the pain somehow of having clamps on your labia, this can be a photo or video.” I hate clamps. Yes, I like pain so it’s a bit of a love-hate relationship but let me repeat myself: I hate clamps! Or, at the very least I hate these clamps, the binder clips and have since the very first time Lois Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “For your next clip think of a loose storyline and combine close-ups, medium and wide angles with thought to your framing and imagery. Also if you have premiere think of how to make a ‘look’ or cancel areas of digital noise (grain) with masking etc. Although the expectation for porn in low, audiences are sophisticated in that their eyes are Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task This task, unlike the others, wasn’t planned. I was taking some naked pictures in a forested place about a 30-minute uphill bicycle ride from where I live. I’ve seen people walk here but generally, the place appears to be secluded. Still, when I get there I jump over a fence to steer away from the main path. Naked Pictures The Continue Reading →
Previous Post | Next Post About a year ago now, two of my Dutch friends were visiting me in Scotland. We’d done some sightseeing the days before but were just chilling in the living room today. They were looking into booking a trip to the highlands but I wasn’t going because I didn’t have the money. So as they were using my laptop I was Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “Get your bum red from some self spanking with a paddle (don’t forget to film it for your fans) and once you’ve done that, apply some baby oil and take a picture, I advise standing over a desk lamp with uplighting.” Self-spanking, mhhmmm, that’s something I’ve done quite often recently. I have to say, it wasn’t particularly something I fancied Continue Reading →
Previous Task | Next Task “Look at dramatic key lighting and try to achieve that look with your nice new ball gag. The bit rope gag is also beautiful, try making a dramatic lighting photo set with the ball gag and the bit gag, that is your next task.” Low Key Lighting Noooo, are you telling me I have to repeat this task I struggled Continue Reading →
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