I don’t like to spend money on things I don’t have to spend money on. I feel kind of guilty for spending money on ‘unnecessary’ things because I’m a student and don’t earn a lot and living is expensive.
As a result, once I started university in 2015, I stopped buying books (the main thing I used to spend money on), clothes and… well I guess that’s all I spent my money on? lol. (Apart from the period I bought kinky toys, but that’s quite a long time ago.)
So when Miss Lois gave me the task to have my pussy waxed I was a little reluctant (although if I didn’t want to do it because of money, I didn’t have to.)
But then when she said I should buy stilettos, I really didn’t think it was worth the money, haha. In my head, I thought that I’d never wear them anyway. I mean… I never wore normal height heels. Surely I’d never wear very high heeled stilettos so why would I spend any more than 10 pounds on them?
(Side note: I suppose this will be funny to read back once I’m no longer a student and have a job.)
Well, the kinky budget solved all those money conflicts in my head.
So for example, at some point, she wanted me to read a book and again, my first thought was: but do I want to? Is it worth spending money when I’m not interested in this book? (Great slave behaviour, huh).
But she added that I could use my kinky budget. (She certainly knows how I feel about spending money. Tbh, it’s not hard to notice though. One of my friends once commented how I’d gotten better with it… less tight, haha)
The kinky budget was really useful because in a case like this, it meant I didn’t have to worry about the money or what I was spending it on because the amount of the budget had been settled when we set it up. It was like a separate bank account that had no bearings on my normal life. My normal monthly spendings wouldn’t change whether Miss Lois told me to get six things or just one.
(The money that went in, originally, was 1. deposit money I’d just been returned, 2. a one-off payment for a one-off job I’d done, 3. Christmas gift money from family. Then, I looked into how much money I could set aside each month to add to the budget.)
It also gave Miss Lois the freedom to decide what kind of toys or other things I should get she thought were necessary for my training.
I honestly really liked having this kinky budget. One because it gave her that extra bit of power and two because it took away my worrying.
Some of the things that were purchased through it were a camera remote control (super, super useful! 100% recommend), all the hot substances (tiger balm, wasabi, XXXL hot sauce), stilettos, high boots and another pair of heels, some clothes, eyeshadow and other make-up/skincare things, and (this might be surprising) only 3 specifically kinky toys. (Yes, I already owned a lot of what I’ve listed in my toys.)
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