Task 8: Tie Your Own Legs

Previous task | Next task “With rope, give both your legs self leg ties, apply some tiger balm and use your wand till you come. Don’t forget to have music playing that you find ‘sexy’ or ‘arousing’.” I don’t like being cold so I kept my hoodie on while figuring out the rope part. I don’t have two separate pieces of rope and the 10m rope is just about a little too short to do both legs with the usual Continue Reading →

Task 7: Rope Harness

Previous task | Next task “I would like you to do some self-bondage. Pick a style of rope harness, learn it and photograph it.” Oh god, rope, I’m so bad at rope. Additionally, how could I make this look pretty enough to be as good as the flowers from the last task? I didn’t want to pick a standard harness but I couldn’t find a good one. I tried a different one before this and I got frustrated with the Continue Reading →

Task 5: Pleasant Burning

Previous task | Next task “Put on your favourite underwear, doesn’t matter whether it’s ugly or pretty, dig out your tiger balm and apply a small amount to your clit. Take a picture, get creative.” Tiger balm! It’s been a while. I wondered what my favourite underwear was. My entire drawer is very boring and consists only of black thongs (2 white and 2 red ones) and black briefs. I do have a pink and black lace pair but I Continue Reading →

Task 3: Shaping a Sun

Previous task | Next task “Use some needles; 4 of them to be precise in a place of your choosing.” When I get a task, I don’t want to just do it and get it over with. If possible, I like to do something special or creative with it, though I’m not always sure how. Four needles, for instance, left me wondering what I could possibly do with them. It didn’t make sense to do something with them like I’ve Continue Reading →

Task 2: Masturbating to…

Previous task | Next task “In the evening, dim the lights and put on: Mantra 1 by Popul Vuh. Light a candle, strip down, masturbate and then pour the candle down your front.” This task was a little strange. I listened to the music through my earbuds to immerse myself. It’s not the kind of music I normally listen to but when I started masturbating while looking at the candle, I started feeling rather serene and taken by the moment Continue Reading →

Task 6: Flourish

Previous task | Next task “To grow or develop in a healthy or vigorous way” (All 29 pictures here) Miss Roxy has been giving me some fun tasks which you can follow on Twitter and one of them was finding something beautiful like a feather or a flower or a piece of lace and to staple it to a part of my body. My football team had given me a bouquet after we played the last match of the season, Continue Reading →

Tasks Given by People on Fetlife

Lois had been interested in having me do tasks given by other people for a while. I suppose this is evident in how she’d ask my best friend what he’d like me to do, or what embarrassing position I should take in pictures. So far, however, I didn’t seem to respond in the way she’d expected me to. The fact that the ideas came from him didn’t make me feel more embarrassed than usual. Next step then, having strangers giving Continue Reading →

Task 4: Wear a Butt Plug for an Hour

Previous task | Next task Last Saturday, Miss Roxy set me the task to wear my butt plug for an hour. I had gone to another play event though and wasn’t home until late where I fell asleep within an hour and so didn’t fulfil the task. I wasn’t entirely sure if I should still do it regardless but now, quite late, I thought I should. Wearing a butt plug is strange. I can feel my own arousal when inserting Continue Reading →

“You have 5 Minutes to send me a Kinky Picture”

Another post on a past happening with Miss Lois. I had just woken up and the sound of her incoming message took me by surprise. Just a few sentences into our conversation and she noticed I’d only just woken up because I guess I respond differently when I’m still sleepy? So of course, she then said… “Ok, let us try a new game. You have 5 minutes to send me a picture and that will buy you some of my Continue Reading →

Licking Wasabi off My Stilettos

(I’m currently relying on scheduled posts because of work and uni and football and planning classes and… I expect to be less busy on the weekend and will catch up with blog things! Am certainly excited to relax and read some sex-related posts and see some Feb-fest pictures, hehe. In the meantime, thank you for all your kind comments. I really appreciate it ♥)   The last few posts from my chronologically ordered training with Miss Lois mention that my Continue Reading →

Trying to orgasm with clamps on my labia until I cried

In the morning of this particular day, Miss Lois had been briefly online and asked if I had a busy day today. She said that she had to go but that she might say hello later on if her day wouldn’t be too crazy. Three hours later she came back online and pointed out that I’d seemed to be rather quiet today. She asked me how I felt. “Alright, Miss,” I said. Miss Lois: “That doesn’t really mean anything.” Me: Continue Reading →

Part 2: Squirting through a Speculum

She told me to replace the butt plug in my vagina with the speculum. It didn’t really want to go in… It wasn’t necessarily that much bigger but it was shaped differently? And the small tip of the butt plug helped with pushing it in. But I managed to push it in by forcing it in despite the pain. Continue Reading →

Task: Epilator for pussy

Miss Lois once asked me to sketch her a scenario / write her a story about a girl that wanted to be a slave and was starting her training. (I mean, this was obviously about me even though I started writing it as if it was about a random person, after which I was specifically told that this was about me.) Continue Reading →

Task: Squirt at 3 AM every night

Once I got a Fitbit, Miss Lois could look into my sleep pattern and as it turned out, I seemed to wake up around 3 AM most nights. This helped her decide on the outline of a new task: to wake up every night at 3 AM (without an alarm, my body had to know that I had to) and to masturbate until I squirted. I would only be allowed to go to sleep afterwards and was to send a picture with a small report on how it went in the morning. Continue Reading →

A small Christmas gift

I don’t remember how or why I thought of this, but I thought it’d be fun and nice idea to wish Miss Lois a happy Christmas by writing it on my body and taking a picture of my naked body. I wanted it to be a bit more special though and not only write it with a black marker. So I went to the shops and looked for coloured marker pens, which were luckily fairly easy to find. Continue Reading →

Task: Write about torture for 10 minutes straight

I was at a friend’s house when Miss Lois messaged me. We were just chilling and sort of doing our own things, so it wasn’t too difficult to reply to Miss Lois. She was suddenly very interested in my type (which my friend also always are but I don’t really think I have a type?) (Apart from my type being women, lmao.) (And dominant, haha.) Continue Reading →

M/s dynamic to help manage depression

I struggle quite a bit with depression and often wrote Miss Lois when I was doing poorly. She wasn’t always there to reply and I didn’t expect her to. It was just nice to have a safe space to leave my thoughts, I guess. In the night, I had been sending her messages about how I was feeling. Then in the morning, she came online and asked me how I was doing. Continue Reading →

Task: wear nail polish for 10 days

I hated wearing nail polish. Miss Lois had mentioned nail polish before and I had told her about my dislike. Of course I knew that now it had been mentioned it couldn’t be long before I had to wear it, but one always keeps hoping that the day is never today. Continue Reading →

Task: Pee in a bowl, and then a spider appeared!!

She tried to force it out of me by saying how I was a slave and that slaves do as they are told. Usually when she starts demanding it immediately I am more likely to do it sooner. Yet… this didn’t seem to work now. Then I saw a spider. A FUCKING SPIDER! In the corner of my room. It wasn’t a small one. I interrupted my task. I was… well… Continue Reading →

Task: Tiger balm on the clit

Miss Lois often surprised me with the ideas she came up with, or the tools she managed to find when I wasn’t at my home where I have my toys. It wasn’t any different when she asked me if my mum had any tiger balm at home. In my memory, tiger balm had always been something for muscle pain. I had no idea why she wanted me to get that… Continue Reading →

A Choice: Wearing the heels, or stones in flat shoes

You will wear the heels all day and go outside in them while meeting a friend. For every day that you don’t, you will wear the stones in your shoes and this will continue for as long as it takes until you wear the heels for the day. Continue Reading →

Task: Wearing heels at the airport

The evening before my departure, Miss Lois came up with a new task: That to show that I was going to develop even more as a slave once I arrived in this new place, I was to wear a pair of heels from the moment I got off the plane until I’d leave the airport. Continue Reading →

Task: Have your bikini area waxed completely

Miss Lois had a new task in mind but she was a little reluctant. She didn’t want me to have to spend money on tasks. So she suggested the following: if I didn’t want to do the task because of the money I wouldn’t have to. But if I didn’t want to do it for any other reason, I would have to do the task like any other. I said I thought that was fair. I had no idea what kind of task she had in mind. Then she said… Continue Reading →

Task: Write ‘slave’ on both my wrists

So one day when Miss Lois came online, she told me to write the word slave on both of my wrists and keep it there till the end of the day. The idea was scary to me – my first thought was: but what if someone sees? Then I turned the idea over in my head and tossed with it until I felt capable to complete this task. Continue Reading →