Marching with Pride

I came out as a lesbian in 2013, when I was 17 and it took quite a while for me to get there. Looking back, I thought the first time I felt something for a girl was when I was 13. I immediately buried those feelings and forgot about them. Recently though, I remember spending a lot of time with a girl in primary school for a few weeks. We didn’t really have anything in common but liked each other Continue Reading →

S in BDSM does not stand for Sex

When I think of BDSM, my mind never really jumps to sex. If you look at the meaning of the letters you’ll notice none of them stands for sex, while there’s certainly an S in the word. But when people hear BDSM they intrinsically think of the bedroom, some handcuffs and otherwise probably some typical vanilla sex. I guess you can’t blame them; porn tends to show some whips and chains followed by penetrative sex, which fills 75% of the Continue Reading →

I am a Question to the World

“I am a question to the world, Not an answer to be heard, Or a moment that’s held in your arms.”   You smile like Mona Lisa, is what my boss at the time (now close friend) said after the first few weeks that I had worked with her. She wondered what was going on in my head but I couldn’t say. She had opened a small window which cast a single ray of light but I was too far Continue Reading →

Seven Days in April ~ Day 3

Buy the entire bundle of the Seven Days in April Diaries here. This is day 3 of a week of diary entries I wrote at the start of April, in collaboration with other bloggers I was asked to partake in by May Moore for her online publication. I’ve been struggling (as I’m sure many of you have) with finding a way to cope with the current Covid situation. The seriousness of it all hit home extra hard when my best Continue Reading →

Open Lotus

More on Onlyfans here I’m not sure if this title makes sense. I brainstorm titles with my best friend and he was like, well if you had both legs crossed it would be a lotus, so maybe it’s half a lotus, or, an open lotus! So there you go. I bought these because all of you have these great pictures with fishnets and I got curious. I now know they’re a pain to get on the first few times but Continue Reading →

Writing Letters with a Kinky Twist

I was in a relationship for a year when I was around 20. I met her during the second semester of my first year at university and we officially became a couple about one to two months after that. She was an exchange student at the time and we had to part in August because her studies started back up in Denmark. My ex was really scared of going long-distance. She wasn’t scared because she was afraid our relationship would Continue Reading →

From ‘Innocent’ Girl to Obedient Slave

Mindset is an interesting thing. It is possible to talk about different kind of mindsets; mindset can mean whether or not you’re in the mood for sex, and mindset can mean your attitude. While it is called mind’set,’ a mindset is anything but set and can be changed as long as one is open to change and the mindset can be changed, for example, in slave/submissive training. I’m going to write about both of the mentioned kind of mindsets and Continue Reading →

Happy Holidays!

Whether you celebrate Christmas or not or no matter what way you celebrate it in I hope you enjoy your time off work or otherwise the double pay you get (which I hope is the case when working on Christmas everywhere??) I wrote a post about dreading Christmas in November but regardless of this, I am going to attempt to make this year’s one a good one. I certainly already had a lot of fun with my Advent Calendar. Merry Continue Reading →

“You Can Breathe” | Letting go and Moving forward

April 2015 I can describe us with an endless list of songs. I can see her in everything she has ever talked about. She used to be my first thought in the morning and my last thought when I went to bed. She didn’t even leave me in my dreams. She was always there, with me, in my head, but hasn’t been with me for 8 months. I used to count the minutes after the last time she responded. That Continue Reading →

Dreaming of being Collared

I’m going to start this post off with a little anecdote. I had a lot of internet friends when I was younger (guess I am part of the generation that literally grew up with the internet). And two of these friends and I were part of a bigger group of people that were making videos together. Not in person, we all lived in different countries. My friends ran the group and had added me even though I was quite adamant Continue Reading →