Pin Up Girl!

All month I’d been thinking about how I can live up to the theme pin-up. Everyone else’s pictures looked so good and were a source of inspiration and yet, I couldn’t quite wrap my head around pin-up. So now finally on the last day of this month here it is. Xx Marie Louise

Adapting Desires

Everyone has certain ideas and tends to stick to certain values. Sometimes we are so attached to these that we aren’t open to receiving input from elsewhere. I for one am convinced there is no god and am not receptive to the idea that I should practise religion. Is this a bad thing? No, not necessarily but the consequence is that I’ve closed to the door to possible enlightenment which religion can bring other people. While I have certain ideas Continue Reading →

Tie me up Tuesday #4: What to wear to a Party?

Safety first: Before tying anything, please read over the safety tips rope bondage site The Dutchy has provided. Always have a pair of scissors at hand in case you or your partner have to get out of the rope as quickly as possible! Ok, so, bondage. New Prompt! Seems like everyone enjoyed the hip harness. Wearing it made me feel secure and I think we all looked amazing wearing it. Wouldn’t it be fun to wear that to a party someday? Continue Reading →

Lifted

My favourite pictures from last week Masked by Deviant Succubus This picture and its title are very on theme but what really captured my attention were her complete outfit and looks. Everything matches so well from the boots, to the fishnets, the black cardigan, bra, THAT collar. I love her make up and how the mask (what do you mean stylish?!) and her hair bring in colours to the look. Parts by Love and Lust This is such a beautiful Continue Reading →

Chatting while put in pain

Previous Post | Next Post You’ve already read a post about how I got to deserving to call Lois my Mistress but I realised that I forgot a bit about that. In that post, I’ve shown you the reasons why this was important, what I had to do to deserve it and why it was a good thing for both of us. Part of that was writing an essay to convince Lois I deserved it but after I wrote it Continue Reading →

Coral Lace

My first pair of pretty panties was lace and had a similar colour to the new coral lace pair I’m wearing here (from The Knickerfairy). I liked the pair so much that I never wore it. I felt like I had to keep it safe so I could wear it when I got my first girlfriend. Turns out it took a while before I had a girlfriend and when I did, it never even crossed my mind to wear the Continue Reading →

Task 13: Write ‘slave’ with Alphabetti Spaghetti

Previous task | Next task “I am sure you are familiar with Alphabetty Spaghetti. I want you to spell out slave with the Alphabetti Spaghetti whilst your hands are tied.” So I was, in fact, not familiar with Alphabetty Spaghetti (which I hate to write, by the way, why can’t it just be Letter Spaghetti?) and I had the most trouble trying to find it. Before trying to find it, however, I didn’t quite understand the challenge of this task. Continue Reading →

Doing my first task on Cam

Previous Post | Next Post As I wrote in this post, Lois had made me the offer that I could ask her to use the hot sauce while on webcam. However, we had never done a task or kinky play on webcam yet and I wasn’t sure how I felt about it. Or maybe I was. I knew I wanted to but the idea was also daunting. It had only been a few days since she’d made me this offer Continue Reading →

Tie Those Hips

I had not anticipated the hip harness would be so difficult (for me). Maybe I had been feeling a false sense of confidence as the other ties started to become easier or maybe I just wasn’t in the right mood when I did this one. I was attempting to cheer up my day and thought it might cheer up others as well but the frustration when tying this took over. To be honest, it’s not that difficult of a tie, Continue Reading →

Fragility

At the moment, everything seems so much more fragile. Just over two weeks ago I was really fearful for my best friend’s life as he had caught Covid very badly. Even when he finally recovered, his dad was still walking the line between life and death on the IC. I’m grateful that they’re both alive. I’m holding my heart for the world right now. (Those marks on my butt were leftovers from the first time I got caned) My favourite Continue Reading →

The Two Sides of Shame in Kink and BDSM

“Shame attends only where we are interested.” (p. 4) I came across this quote in Failing Desire by Karmen MacKendrick, a book I recently started reading due to my interest in kink and self-discovery (and on the recommendation by Roxy). Shame is no stranger to BDSM and so Failing Desire, which “draws on theology and queer theory to argue for the power of humiliating pleasures in a culture oriented very strongly to denying any enjoyment that is not about success,” seemed Continue Reading →

Task 12: Wax Hearts

Previous task | Next task “Prepare a cut out of a simple shape out of card, you will use this as a stencil if you like for candle wax, which you will pour around the shape so as when you lift it there will be your shape there.” I love creativity. I instantly had so many ideas that were all way too complicated and I had to remind myself of “a simple shape,” which to be honest, is all you Continue Reading →

Harmony and Equality

I have been meaning to read White Fragility by Robin Diangelo for a while. At first, I left the book for what it was. I have always believed that all people are equal and feel angry hearing stories, in America at the moment, for example, where it is minority groups who are hit the most by corona. (In Chicago and Louisiana, 30% of the population are black but around 70% of the people who die of corona in Chicago and Continue Reading →

Task 11: A Small Predicament

Previous task | Next task “Create a harness, include hair bondage as a predicament to a butt plug if you can. Alternatively, tie your hair to your foot if you can’t attach it well to your butt plug. “And another thing, from now on when you do a task it will be in this order: start by getting your things ready, putting music on, taking off your clothes and folding them neatly in a pile, getting down into submissive position Continue Reading →

Tie me up Tuesday Week 3: Hip Harness

Safety first: Before tying anything, please read over the safety tips rope bondage site The Dutchy has provided. Always have a pair of scissors at hand in case you or your partner have to get out of the rope as quickly as possible! Ok, so, bondage. Last week Have a look at last week’s link-up for all the great chest harnesses people created! I was wondering if you think one tie a week is too much? Would it be better to Continue Reading →

Seven Days in April ~ Day 3

Buy the entire bundle of the Seven Days in April Diaries here. This is day 3 of a week of diary entries I wrote at the start of April, in collaboration with other bloggers I was asked to partake in by May Moore for her online publication. I’ve been struggling (as I’m sure many of you have) with finding a way to cope with the current Covid situation. The seriousness of it all hit home extra hard when my best Continue Reading →

Lust

I had the best time spontaneously taking pictures as the sun was shining brightly outside. The outside air touched my skin from the open window (and open curtains) without a care in the world. It had something primal and sexual, which reminds me of the queer party. I did end up having to duck when one of my neighbours came outside to go for a walk and then later, a car arrived right in front of my window so I Continue Reading →

Tasked to wear Long Skirts

Previous Post | Next Post After fulfilling Tasks Given by People on Fetlife, Lois gave me a new task. “Next week, you will wear the long black skirt and the long green skirt twice. So you are going to wear those skirts for 4 days in total.” The prospect of this was terrifying to me. What if people thought I’d dressed up too fancy? What if they’d tell me it looked stupid? Or complimented me? Or just looked my way because Continue Reading →

The Shinju with some Add-ons

Following Tie me up Tuesday week’s 2 prompt (do join in and enjoy the fun!) I decided to try a shinju harness. Seeing the other entries so far I got very excited to do this one myself. The start of this one is a real pain. I found it difficult to reach the rope so high up my back and when they explained which parts of rope to put under and over one another I lost the plot quite quickly Continue Reading →

Tie me up Tuesday week 2: Chest Harness

Safety first: Before tying anything, please read over the safety tips rope bondage site The Dutchy has provided. Always have a pair of scissors at hand in case you or your partner have to get out of the rope as quickly as possible! Ok, so, bondage. Last week Thank you so much for joining in with the fun last week. I’m glad so many of you took your time to do some rope and share it with us! I won’t do Continue Reading →

Task 10: Dripping Wet

Previous task | Next task “This task involves some rope, your wand and pegs. You will tie your feet together, be on your knees, put pegs on your labia and sit on your wand.” A video of the middle picture all the way up until reaching the very nice orgasm on Onlyfans here, as well as more pictures here. I kind of improvised tying my legs and chose my favourite coloured rope, of course. I’ve never put pegs on my Continue Reading →

Practising Balance

Since I recently did the normal leg tie, I thought I’d try out a slightly different one to practise some balance, I guess, ha. It’s fairly difficult to figure out how to tie this while balancing on one leg. It made me think of a stretch we do in football and to be fair, my balance is pretty good. Then when I finished, I couldn’t help but have a little fun taking pictures. And then I couldn’t help but have Continue Reading →

Spicing Things Up

Don’t try this at home. Do not purchase this sauce. If you’re a bottom, do not tell your top about its existence. Clit torture is real. I have to write a post about what’s happening in this picture someday. My favourite images from last week Green Park, London by BlueSubmission I’m jealous of her suspension and equally relieved it’s not me as this is outside in a bustling London park and I would die of anxiety. The picture though is Continue Reading →

Kinky Fantasies to Help me Fall Asleep

For as long as I can remember I’ve been bad at sleeping. My parents quickly concluded it must be because my dad is a poor sleeper and that I inherited it from him, thanks dad, haha. So at first, when we still had these big massive radios I listened to Lord of the Rings and Harry Potter audiobooks. When I was around nine or ten I was given an old television, which must have seemed harmless, but when you turn Continue Reading →

Task 9: A Clothespins Zipper

Previous task | Next task “Have you ever put rope under pegs and torn off the pegs? Make a line of pegs with string or rope underneath across your breasts, including the nipples and pull them off.”   Full video and more pictures on Onlyfans here and here. I think Roxy likes pegs. I haven’t used pegs in so long and now suddenly, I am all the time! The marks they leave stay pretty. I’d been wanting to try pulling Continue Reading →