Gratitude

As you know, I’m fairly new in the sex-blogging community. I never even realised that these kinds of blogs existed and I’m not exactly sure how I ended up here; I didn’t set out for lots of people to read my blog. It was mostly supposed to be therapeutic. But now that I’ve found the community I’m so happy that I’m here and really excited to continue and keep this up and running. I feel like I haven’t quite caught Continue Reading →

The Perfect Bow

Wishing you a happy new year in advance! I took several pictures from this angle in this outfit and what caught my eye the most in this one was that the bow fell perfectly in place. It encaptures the final touch to a present, though I don’t see myself as such haha. I couldn’t choose this week, so this and this one are my two favourite pictures from last week. Check out other people’s entries this week by clicking on Continue Reading →

“Would you like a slave name?”

Previous Post | Next Post “Would you like a slave name? A name I call you?” Miss Lois asked me one day. Reading the question made me pause. I had always been resistant towards slave names and even addressing a Domme with Miss, but then this had obviously changed. I now liked calling Lois, Miss Lois. It made me feel good because I felt like she deserved to be addressed as such, and it also made me feel more like Continue Reading →

Happy Holidays!

Whether you celebrate Christmas or not or no matter what way you celebrate it in I hope you enjoy your time off work or otherwise the double pay you get (which I hope is the case when working on Christmas everywhere??) I wrote a post about dreading Christmas in November but regardless of this, I am going to attempt to make this year’s one a good one. I certainly already had a lot of fun with my Advent Calendar. Merry Continue Reading →

Faking Orgasms

When I saw all these posts about faking orgasms come by I was immediately inspired to write my own. Unfortunately, I didn’t have time that week/thought I’d already missed the deadline for the prompt so I am thrilled that Food 4 Thought has a catch-up week and I can write my post on faking orgasms now! There are two instances in which I faked an orgasm, though the first one I’ll talk about might seem a little strange. When I Continue Reading →

Splatter

Almost Christmas. What better way to celebrate with red wax? Happy holidays everyone! This is my favourite post from last week by Molly’s Daily Kiss. I love how it manages to capture Christmas while including that little kinky/naughtiness with the naked butt 😉 (Wax play candle from Kandles by Kittens.) (Here’s a post about when I used candle wax in the past) Check out other people’s entries this week by clicking on the lips below! (c) Do not use any Continue Reading →

Learning that I am allowed to exist

For years, I struggled with the idea of my own existence. I didn’t want to be alive and didn’t think I should exist. I preferred to be invisible and part of that meant to never wear anything too nice. I admired women that looked fashionable from a distance, whether they were wearing make-up, trousers, skirts, dresses and/or heels. They seemed so confident and at peace with who they were. I wasn’t anything like that, though deep down inside, I felt Continue Reading →

“You can breathe” | Letting go and Moving forwards

April 2015 I can describe us with an endless list of songs. I can see her in everything she has ever talked about. She used to be my first thought in the morning and my last thought when I went to bed. She didn’t even leave me in my dreams. She was always there, with me, in my head, but hasn’t been with me for 8 months. I used to count the minutes after the last time she responded. That Continue Reading →

Being teased by MLSlavePuppet: Guest post by the best friend

Hello, I am the best friend of MLSlavePuppet. So far, I have featured on a number of posts, and while I am an avid fan of her work, after speaking with her, we thought it might be interesting to hear my perspective. This post is about how she used to tease me with pictures of herself that she wrote about in this post and my reaction to that. I’m a 22-year-old bi-sexual submissive man. So, it only stands to reason Continue Reading →

Tartan

I think the colour suits the upcoming holidays🎅, and it’s day 15 of my Advent Calendar on OnlyFans. If you want to see more, check it out. Here’s my favourite entry from last week by Deviant Succubus! Check out all the other wonderful entries by clicking on the lips below! (c) Do not use any of the material on this blog, pictures or content for any form of publication whether fiction, film, psychological research etc. without contacting me and asking me Continue Reading →

Sexually Teasing My Best Friend

Previous Post | Next Post In previous posts, I mentioned and explained that Miss Lois was proud of me if I was able to make my best friend come, or if he felt aroused by me. She wanted to teach me how I could use my body as an advantage or a power tool, if you want to put it that way, lol. Have any of you ever seen the CW show Nikita? 😍 Once my friend and I had Continue Reading →

Body Writing to Recognise my Slave Identity

Previous Post | Next Post In the previous post, I mentioned that I wasn’t doing too great and my dissociation and depressive thoughts were far stronger than the feeling of serving as a slave, or the feeling of an orgasm; the depressive thoughts were starting to become my truth. Miss Lois and I had last been in touch at 6 PM and at 11.30 PM I sent her another string of messages that… Well, I might as well share what Continue Reading →

Paloqueth Clit Sucker Review

A little over two weeks ago, Paloqueth.com, an online sex shop contacted me. They wondered if I might be interested in testing out one of their toys in exchange for a review and honestly, why not? What better opportunity to try something new without risk! I’m a curious person; I like to try new things. I got to choose which product I wanted to try and I chose the Clit Sucker because, well, clitoral stimulation works for me and I Continue Reading →

Staying Warm

Warm bath’s in winter are the way to go. Check out other people’s Sinful Sunday pictures by clicking on the lips below! (c) Do not use any of the material on this blog, pictures or content for any form of publication whether fiction, film, psychological research etc. without contacting me and asking me for my permission.

Trying to dig up feelings. Fighting dissociation

Previous Post | Next Post I’m fairly confident I have mentioned this before, but if you’re new here, I didn’t really enjoy orgasms or touching myself for a long, long time. A friend once encouraged me to get a vibrator and to start self-pleasuring, pointing out how important and healthy this was. After getting past the initial embarrassment, I followed her advice but I didn’t like it at all. I tried different things and I just didn’t get it. What Continue Reading →

Reclaiming Agency over Depression, Eliminating Bad Habits like comfort food

Depression has a lot of invisible to the outside world side-effects that I imagine people often feel ashamed about, and therefore walk around with it alone. I know I felt ashamed. I want to talk about bad habits that if not caused by, at the very least became stuck in my system as a result of depression. I think some of mine are universal, while others might be slightly more personal. I hope that sharing this might if you are Continue Reading →

Locked in my Self-Devised Predicament

Last Thursday, I was in a very masochistic mood and I figured that the only way I’d get out of this was by torturing myself in one way or another. I’ve used the attempt to force several orgasms quite a lot but I wanted something better, something more torturous, somehow. I remember PainSlutLois’ post about a predicament she put herself in for 8 hours, and thought, if she could set it up for herself, surely I can do something smaller too. Continue Reading →

MLSlavePuppet’s Christmas Advent Calendar

Just about a week ago, I received a new Black Ruffle Mini Skirt and Crotchless Tartan Briefs in the post. I didn’t really know if I was going to like these things. Past me would have certainly shaken her head in disbelief and absolute certainty that this would look ridiculous on me. Turns out, it’s not that bad. At least, it isn’t when you’re trying to take fun pictures (wearing them at any other time would be slightly more questionable, Continue Reading →

H is for Headstand with a Twist

Half an H H is for headstand I didn’t know I was capable of doing that Only worked on the first try- 10-second camera timer! Following Sinful Sunday Week 541’s prompt: the letter H I did also turn it into an H, but I liked the original better. Click on the lips below to see all the other blogger’s great pictures!   (c) Do not use any of the material on this blog, pictures or content for any form of Continue Reading →